like a rose;

2007-03-16T00:52:00.000+08:00

MOVED.

♥ ♥ ♥

and thank you blogger for the memories (:

2007-03-15T21:17:00.000+08:00

i love my asstee, yes i do.

thank you darling, for everything.
for listening to me rantrantrant
and for being there for me with opennnn arms
you never fail to cheer me up
i love you babe!
and i'm spending tomorrow with you (:
YAY (:
cos of that, i'm a happy girl
loveeeee! <3

2007-03-15T00:30:00.000+08:00

UGGGHHHH >:(
i'm so darn fed up.

Do you feel like a man
when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Face down in the dirt, she said,
"This doesn't hurt", she said,
"I finally had enough."

2007-03-14T22:00:00.000+08:00

I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more.

today's ministry touchdown was pretty good! heh (:
goooo usher ministry! <3

you know what?
i'm not respected, by most people.
but ahh, not too surprising, i guess.
sigh.

i'm going to (try to) take life more seriously.
spiritually, academically, physically, financially, socially.
i will (try to) quit being slipshot
and quit being such a lazy bumbum.

eunice will (try to) be committed.

spiritually. for now, pray more. talk to Daddy God more.
academically. just, try to keep up and cope.
physically. diet. exercise. (try to) sleep earlier.
financially. stop spending, and spending, and spending. for crying out loud :/
socially. love more care more.

maybe if i take myself more seriously, others will too.

i feel so screwed.

homework calls! SIGH.

and i just don't anymore and you can't blame me
i've tried, trust me, i reeeeeaaaaaaally have.
i just don't anymore.

2007-03-13T20:36:00.000+08:00

today, i met kara at holland v. we were both late, heh! we headed to town :D i had fun! i love kara (: i've no nice photos to upload on that, all the nice ones are with kara! and kara's at camp. heh. i hope your eye gets better babe! take care and have fun at camp! although it's very likely that you're only gna read this after you're back from camp. anyhoo. ILOVEYOU! ecp and smufy tanning and retail therapy soon! <3

headed back to holland v. met mabel. did homework. talked about many things. thank God for mabel. heh. i love mabel! <3 thanks my dear for everything. i have no idea what i'd be doing now, if i weren't with you just now. okay actually i do know. but. haha. you get what i mean. take care and get well soon babe! i can't wait to see you on saturday! <3 ASSTEE DATE! gosh. i think you're like the person i love most in this whole bigbig stupid world! woo! xP <333

photos with mabel!

(and do excuse me, i look extremely bad today. eyebags eyerings and outbreak. and bad fringe. SIGH. )

the rest of today was crap (: and let's not go there. homework time! ladeedum.

2007-03-12T20:07:00.000+08:00

omg, lovefourus? <3

hahahaha damn cool la! nicoleding and i are going to have boyfriends/husbands who are brothers and nonflirts! woo! and mab and mel are going to have boyfriends/husbands who're brothers! and mab and i are going to be taitai bestfriends when we're older! so we'll live next to each other, in nice big houses, in the same huge piece of land. rich we shall be! and so will nic and mel? gosh. what fun we shall have! this is love.

this is what they call BESTFRIENDS FOR LIFE! woo! <333

dates soon yeah! sentosa, shopping, exchangingchurches, whatever! so long as it's four of us :D i love you three! :D

this is the loveeeee <3

let's pretend we're fine.

2007-03-12T10:34:00.000+08:00

i can't decide. blogger or xanga? pssh.

yesterday was haha too dramatic for me.

what's wrong with you? well anyways. i'm pretty confused too. and flared up. i think we need time to cool off.

smoking is bad, please. catch up soon anyways.

you f r e a k. is jacking me when i'm down damn fun? i chose to trust you again, and this is what i get? omg. i'm so not talking to you ever. go talk to all your hotass chics who're all head over heels in love and obsessed with you la. piss me off.

my father doesn't want to let me stayover at dingy's house again, i think. he's doing it all over again. cept that he can't use his "it's school term! cannot. wait for the hols" excuse. cos it's the damned march hols. so he goes back to his last resort excuse. "i don't like the idea". omg! wth. what. the. hell.

rawr!

oh but, i've got to thank my dear junior, eunice! gosh she's the sweetest girl ever la. thanks for all the songs! <3 you sweet girl! haha what candy do you like? (x oh and i hope the songs you like managed to get into your phone! :D lovelove <3

and mabel! get well soon <3 woo my sexymama's gotta sexy voice, eh. hahaha (x oh and thanks for ze plan! :D haha gosh it's frickin cute, just like you! totally cracked me up. we'll follow it, yesyes! i love you dear! meet up soon? xoxo <3

i will do my holiday homework.

things i will do during my march hols
1. diet & exercise, haha.
2. finish all the homework on the longlong list, by friday night. God help me.
3. meet mabel, sarahchan, stace, nicoleding, kara, carolyn.
4. sleep by 10pm.
5. have sk2 reunion.
6. make conclusions and more resolutions, ha.

2007-03-11T20:14:00.000+08:00

today has not been a good day, at all.

why don't we break up, there's nothing left to say.

2007-03-11T14:58:00.000+08:00

the only two who can make me smile when i cry <3
i miss youuu, mab! meet soon? <3
i miss you 5, come back from camp!

and i miss so many others too.

what happened?

oh wells.

2007-03-11T00:39:00.000+08:00

today's cip was alright. kinda stretched my patience quite a bit, but i love the kids anyhoo. i dont know why, but yeah, i love them lots (: kindaaaa starting to get used to cip, i guess. sarah chan goes to the same place to do cip! omgomgomg.

i read a few pages of f451 today. why am i such a slow reader. gr.

stone stone stone. i'm tired and problematic. someone should kill me, sensor me. the would would be a better happier place.

LIM MIN MABEL, LIN MIN. I LOVE YOU! and that kinda sums everything up. <3 date soon okay! dress date, shopping date, study date, exercise date, talking date, camwhoring date, foodie date, tanning date, whatever date la! i love you honey <3

shakti darling! cheer up my dear, and take care alright. i'm here for you, 24/7. you're loved! please, dont bottle up. i'm here for you, arms wideeeee open. and, you don't HAVE to be okay. i'm here. tons of tight tight hugs! <3

stace jie! you've lost so much weight, honest! and you've gotten prettier. i love your hair. and i really miss you. a lot. catch up soon, please? i love you honey <3

carolyn! holland v? <3

kara! tuesdayyy (: i love you smurf <3

i have been a bad girl. i had kfc today. UGH. the bandito pocket thingy. and then when i got home, i had a kaya sandwich, yoghurt, peanutbutter and chocolate oreos, and a cup of redoxon. sigh.

eunice the fatty shall die-t.

and yet i'll binge when i'm agitated.
gosh, my poor body
ha!

i will manage my time well and do all my homework and study for all the upcoming tests and file all my stupid worksheets. i will be a good girl. i will not be affected by stupid things. i will be stronger than what i used to be. i'm gna be a fighter, for once.

rawrrrrrrrrr >:(

2007-03-10T07:59:00.000+08:00

i guess here's the part where i let go, for good.
it's high time, eh.
my loss, your loss, whatever.
i have to go.

2007-03-09T17:36:00.000+08:00

had cross yesterday. darn i dragged mabel down :/ but well thanks darling for everything! really appreciate it a lot (: and, sorry you didn't beat that womannn ): but i know you will for 2.4! :D go darling! i love you (:

today, we had chinese test and a math quiz. sigh! i was feeling so darn slack the whole day, though :/ went to support got netball finals and semifinals. woo! seniors won! :D and juniors didn't win, but i thought they played really really well. hee :D

list of things i dont know
- what DECENT clothing to wear for cip tomorrow, ha. i might as well wear some jumpsuit la huh. sigh.
- what to do now
- what to do about aslijdakj
- how exactly to spend my hols, there's so much homework!
- who i should meet during the hols
- how much i should eat for dinner
- whether or not to gym now, cos the machine i wna use might not be vacant, and they're only like a few machines left that actually work. stupid la, lousy maintenance. rip us off!
- whether or not to stay up tonight
- what shampoo i wna buy
- what groceries i wna buy
- when i wna buy all these
- whether i should watch tv or do homework or just rot, tonight. or maybe i should just go to sleep now, aha.

i'm one of the world's most indecisive persons, sigh.

kat! thanks for the talk <3 catch up more soon ya! love you darling! <333

tv & food & bumming time (:

2007-03-08T00:09:00.000+08:00

i got this quiz thing of nicole ding my ppk favourite girl's blog! <3

1. are you missing someone right now: yeah! mabel, nicoleding, and a whole lotta other people!
2. are you happy: ehh i just showered and i smell good (:
3. are you talking to anyone right now: nope.
4. are you bored: kinda.
5. are you german: eh no
6. are you brazilian: nope
7. are you french: no
8. are you Italian: no
10.do you like someone right now: haha! errr nah i dont know.

TEN FACTS.
1. hometown: singapore
2. hair color: sexy brown! <3
3. height: around 160
4. weight: ERM. shh (:
5. eye color: sexy brown!
6. shoe size: i have no idea :D
7. mood: sian.
8. orientation: straight!
9. available: maybe.
10.lefty/righty: righty!

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE.
1. have you ever been in love: maybe!
2. do you believe in love: yup
3. have you ever been heartbroken: haha maybe
4. have you ever broken someone's heart?: errrr possibly!
5. have you ever fallen for your best friend?: perhaps!
6. have you ever liked someone but never told them: ya.
7. are you afraid of commitment: YESS.
10. have you ever had a secret admirer: omg, yes! that freak.

THIS OR THAT.
1. love or lust: love
2. hard liquor or beer: neither. all that stuff makes you F-A-T!
3. Night or day: so long as i have a good time :D
4. one night stands or relationships: relationships!
- where's question 5?!
6. wild night out or romantic night: both :D
7. colored pictures or black and white: either or! i like both!
8. phone or in person: i like both :D
9. aim or myspace: neither
10. msn or yahoo: msn

HAVE Y0U EVER.
1. ever been caught sneaking out: nah! it's quite impossible to sneak out of my house, so ive never tried
2. ever skinny dipped: NO WAY.
3. done something you regret: mhm.
4. ever bungee jumped: i wish!
5. ever been on a boat: ya!
6. ever finished an entire jaw breaker: HEE(:
7. ever wanted someone so badly it hurt: maybeee. haha.
8. ever been caught by your parents with a hickey?: i've never had one! omg i'm so darn innocent pls.
9. ever danced in the rain?: HEEEE (:
10.ever loved your ex while you were in a new relationship?: what ex?

my bowels are acting up, again
i must've eaten something wrong again :/
i think it's the nasi lemak.
or the strange mango.
sigh!

crosscountry tomorrow at turf city!
i can't decide whether i want it to rain or not :/
ah wells.
either way, i'm running with mabel! :D
aha we must run! to make up for today! and all that bingeing!
but i'll definately pull her down by ALOT. :/
so here's a HUGE SORRY in advance!
and a HUGE THANK YOU for all the motivation and encouragement! in advance!
(:

i think i'm the biggest loser
and i don't know if i can get used to this reality
y'know what? i'm scared.

i'm not your little clown, my dear (:
eunice is not your personal entertainer.
so fly away, you.

okay i bet whatever i typed didn't make sense to you. but well, whatever! i dont really care (: oh and, thanks jaime my dear girlgirl for guestblogging! i miss you too! we should go out yesyes, the five of us(: someone plan!

goodbye world.

HEY EVERYBODY!!!

2007-03-07T16:39:00.000+08:00

*rushes over and glomps mommy down*

HI MOMMY!!!! (((:

haha sorry if i'm messing up the order of things, like if you had this magnificent plan for a slow build-up of posts ending with a spine-thrilling climax that absolutely cannot be disturbed by a random "yo wassup" post.

but anyway, i don't think anyone's freaky enough to do that ^^

so i'll just continue. or rather, end off.

just wanted to say HI anyway :D and that i missed you ): and we should meet up, the five of us ^^ but in the meantime we'll just wait along and look at life as the cup half full (:

AHH down to my TONNE of stoopid arty farty homework that that *insert expletive of your choice* mr ong piled on us. ¬_¬

i hope teachers don't read your blog. : / oops.

haha okay anyway HAVE FUN IN SCHOOL!

LOVE YA LOADS! ^^

*HUGGS* x that infinity sign that looks like a squiggle
to make up for all the times i gotta walk right past you in the hurly burly of school life.

cya!

- the DARKENING DAWN (jaime liew)

2007-03-06T17:23:00.000+08:00

much love <3

2007-03-06T16:33:00.000+08:00

i've been listening to lotsa random and addictive songs :D

He’s never enough
And still leaves more than I can take
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

Cause I'm waiting for tonight
Been waiting for tomoroow
I'm somewhere in between
What is real
Just a dream
Would you catch me if I fall out of what I fell in
Dont be surprised if I collapse down at your feet again
I don't want to run away from this
I know that I just don't need this

this time what I want is you
there is no one else
who can take your place
this time you burn me with your eyes
you see past all the lies
you take it all away
I've seen it all
and it's never enough
it keeps leaving me needing you

Everything I know has let me down
so i will just let go
let you turn me inside out
cause i know i'm not sure
about anything at all but you wouldn't have it any other way

We're still chasing our tails
In the rising sun
In our dark water planet still spinning
In a direction no one wins
No one's won.

See, I don't belong here (I don't belong)
Well, I don't belong here, I don't belong
I will carry a cross
With a song where I don't belong
I don't belong

But her world keeps spinning backwards
And upsidedown
Don't say so long, and throw yourself wrong
Don't spend today away
Cuz today will soon be
Gone, like yesterday is gone,
Like history is
Gone, just trying to prove me wrong
And pretend like you're immortal
She said he said live like no tomorrow
Every day we borrow
Brings us one step closer to the edge (infinity)
Where's your treasure, where's your hope
If you get the world and lose your soul
She pretends like she pretends like she's immortal
Don't say so long
You're not that far gone
This could be your big chance to makeup
Today will soon be
Gone, like yeterday is gone,
Like history is gone,
The world keeps spinning on,
Your going going gone,
Like summer break is gone,
Like saturday is gone
Just try to prove me wrong
You pretend like your immortal your immortal

2007-03-05T17:24:00.000+08:00

rawr i cant stand all this pressure.
and last night was very freaky.
something wasnt right.
i swear i saw something.
and something still doesnt seem quite right.

:/

on a different note,
i've really to thank God for my ca1 marks.
i almost got straight A's.
haha, cept for english and history.
so, yay (:
thank You Jesus!

makan time! (again)

imissyouso;

2007-03-04T19:44:00.000+08:00

hello.

had our first wg meeting today! we're called SPARK! prettaye cool yesyes. haha. hmm we did games and vision!

thennn. i lunched on a row of sandwiches from the bakery in greenridge, it actually felt quite sinful. sigh. i tried to do a math, but, oh wells. i couldnt really get anything done :/

homed. wasted a lot of time at home.

then, the family went to fish &co for dinner, cos my brother topped the level for econs and physics, which is ultimate zainess cos i seriously doubt he studied, as always. gosh, genius! i feel inferior! yet very proud to have a clever brother like him. ha! so yes, shared seafood platter for two with my brother, and now i feel extremely fat (FATTER, rather). sigh! oh! the calamari was disgusting. they should make it crispy, not chewy! yuck.

i look so extremely fat ): how depressing.

so anyways my punishment for pigging like crazy this weekend is to do 100 situps nightly for a week, starting tomorrow night! i hope i can keep to this, i've already got sissy to check on me and make sure i do my situps! thanks sistah! :D

mabel! our punishment on tuesday! should be fine (:

ah, i'm betting there's gna be an a math popquiz tomorrow on all that alpha beta thing, and i am so going to be the only one to flung it, cos im the only one who doesnt understand! it seems so simple yet so difficult. i shall seek help.

2007-03-03T23:14:00.000+08:00

my daddy fixed my grey top and i'm going to wear it tomorrow (:

hee (:

2007-03-03T21:34:00.000+08:00

today's cip was alright, i pretty much enjoyed myself.
the girl had a really stomache after the break,
but she was so strong, holding back her tears.
i felt that tugggggggg in my heart
oh mannn. i hope she's better.

towned with mab for a short while after that. heh. love that girl <3 we finally got out topshop longsleve tops.

trained to church. ushered, web, dinner. euphe! :D haha.

i ate two club sandwiches from 7eleven, and oatmeal high low milk. and i just binged on cheeseballs. i finished half the tin, which is a lot. i feel disgusting. i am going to drink my vitamins, work on my stack of homework, do my 100 situps, and sleep.

i have wg tomorrow at 10. i must not forget.
i am broke. i must not forget.
i've to stay away. i must not forget.
i have to sleep early tomorrow. i must not forget.
i've to hide. i must not forget.

i am tired. i cannot forget.

i'm reposting this song cos i'm addicted.

big girls don't cry
fergie

Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
Your probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But Ive got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps until I'm full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
Ill be your best friend and you'll be mine
Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if u want to
Cause I want to hold yours too
Well be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But its time for me to go home
Its getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

La Da Da Da Da Da

2007-03-02T19:43:00.001+08:00

hello world.

eunice does not feel happy today.
she would not like to list down the reasons.

she's just binged for dinner.
tsk tsk. what kind of diet eh.
aparently she's not done with bingeing.
goodness. she's never going to lose weight.

she does not know what to do

so, she shall paint her nails
and do her homework

eunice thanks mabel for today,
and hopes mabel will take good care of herself
and be strong.
eunice loves mabel!

[edit]

wth. the sexy longsleve top i bought on wednesday is all screwed up and all after being washed. wth okay! piss me off. lousy piece of shit. and i'd shopped a whole day looking for frickin longsleves. and i'd FINALLY settled for that. and it frickin hell had to screw up on me. screw! i'm so screwed tomorrow. i don't want to go.

RAWR.

2007-03-01T21:40:00.000+08:00

hello! hahah i got this off rachel khoo's blog :D

Fear of the number 666: Hexakosioihexekontahexaphobia
Fear of air: Anemophobia
Fear of anything new: Neophobia
Fear of bald people: Peladophobia
Fear of beautiful women: Caligynephobia
Fear of bums: Hobophobia
Fear of body odours: Osmophobia or Osphresiophobia
Fear of Chinese or Chinese culture: Sinophobia
Fear of clothing: Vestiphobia
Fear of chopsticks: Consecotaleophobia
Fear of being severly criticized: Rhabdophobia
Fear of cooking: Mageirocophobia
Fear of deformity or unattractive body image: Dysmorphophobia
Fear of defeat: Kakorrhaphiophobia
Fear of dependence on others: Soteriophobia
Fear of dolls: Pediophobia
Fear of dying or death: Thanatophobia
Fear of EVERYTHING: Panophobia, Panphobia, Pamphobia, or Pantophobia
Fear of English: Anglophobia
Fear of failure: Atychiphobia or Kakorrhaphiophobia
Fear of feathers or being tickled by feathers: Pteronophobia
Fear of food: Cibophobia
Fear of freedom: Eleutherophobia
Fear of Friday the 13th: Paraskavedekatriaphobia
Fear of girls: Parthenophobia
Fear of ghosts: Phasmophobia
Fear of God or Gods: Zeusophobia
Fear of good news: Euphobia
Fear of hair: Chaetophobia, Trichopathophobia, Trichophobia, or Hypertrichophobia
Fear of handwriting: Graphophobia
Fear of heaven: Ouranophobia or Uranophobia
Fear of home or returning home: Ecophobia or Nostophobia
Fear of ideas: Ideophobia
Fear of being ignored: Athazagoraphobia
Fear of imperfection: Atelophobia
Fear of insanity: Dementophobia or Maniaphobia
Fear of justice: Dikephobia
Fear of kissing: Philemaphobia or Philematophobia
Fear of knowledge: Gnosiophobia or Epistemophobia
Fear of laughter: Geliophobia
Fear of lightning and thunder: Brontophobia or Karaunophobia
Fear of looking up: Anablephobia or Anablepophobia
Fear of falling or being in love: Philophobia
Fear of marriage: Gamophobia
Fear of men: Androphobia or Arrhenphobia or Hominophobia
Fear of mirrors or seeing oneself in a mirror: Catoptrophobia or Eisoptrophobia
Fear of music: Melophobia
Fear of names: Nomatophobia
Fear of odours or smells: Olfactophobia
Fear of open spaces: Agoraphobia
Fear of people: Anthropophobia
Fear of phobias: Phobophobia
Fear of poetry: Metrophobia
Fear of receiving praise: Doxophobia
Fear of responsibility: Hypengyophobia or Hypegiaphobia
Fear of rain: Ombrophobia or Pluviophobia
Fear of being touched: Aphenphosmphobia
Fear of school: Scolionophobia
Fear of sex: Genophobia
Fear of staying single: Anuptaphobia
Fear of sin or having committed an unpardonable sin: Enosiophobia or Enissophobia
Fear of sleep: Somniphobia
Fear of step-mothers: Novercaphobia
Fear of crossing streets: Dromophobia
Fear of sunshine or daylight: Phengophobia
Fear of teenages: Ephebiphobia
Fear of taking tests: Testophobia
Fear of thinking: Phronemophobia
Fear of time or clocks: Chronophobia
Fear of ugliness: Cacophobia
Fear of undressing in front of someone: Dishabillophobia
Fear of urine or urinating: Urophobia
Fear of vegetables: Lachanophobia
Fear of losing one's virginity: Primeisodophobia
Fear of long waits: Macrophobia
Fear of water: Hydrophobia
Fear of gaining weight: Obesophobia or Pocrescophobia
Fear of women: Gynephobia or Gynophobia
Fear of weakness: Asthenophobia
Fear of work: Ergophobia or Ponophobia
Fear of long words: Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia

2007-03-01T20:08:00.000+08:00

HELLO! i had a good day after school with mabel today (:

shan't go into details la!

MABEL! i'm DAMN excited. and glad (: i love you darling! <3 thanks for today! i had FUN! and, i sure am looking forward to tomorrow! :D hahahah. gosh, exciting. i can't wait for march! :D woo :D

and i'm glad my rainbow's finally apeared (:

and citizens of this retarded world. i am single la pls! ask around (: i'm single, really. and, no need to rub it in okay! i'm enjoying my singlehoodism. at long last. i have NO TIME FOR GUYS. thank you velly much (:

BYE ALL!

2007-02-28T20:50:00.000+08:00

hello! (:

i had a bad but good but bad day today.

here's the good.

i went shopping with mabel! :D we each bought one longsleve top! and i think i'm going to get the topshop one. changed my mind, heh! :D

thanks for the company babe! and all the talking. i love you! and ohhhh our plans! staircase! hahahah. oh and thanks for listening and for all the advises. and for sharing (: i love you darling! <3 xoxo

i just ate a lot for dinner. and i'm bingeing on rochers, AGAIN. so that'll be a total of 10 rochers this week. but ah, can't beat my previous record. 25 rochers in one weekend? ALL HAIL. the queen of fats (: aiya, chocalte my love! FOR YOU I WILL <3 HAHA.

thanks for the talk last night korkor (: thanks for everything. i love you kor! <3 wo ye ai ni! (:

shakti! i'm here for you! can't promise i'll be the bestest friend on earth, and i can't promise i'll understand you, but, i'm here for you, alright? you can call me 24/7! i'll try my best to be there for you (: and you dont have to worry about waking me up in the middle of the night okay? i'll be there for you to the best i can. i love you darling! <3 and i'm a total hugger. cheer up honey! love lots! <3

darling darling. oh puh-lease. what kind of friend am i? the worst, i admit. and i don't deny. but, what kind of friend are YOU? huh? who're YOU to say that to me? y'know, sometimes it's best to stfu. and quit picking fights. quit making something out of nothing. give me a break la please. i have enough troubles of my own.

and, i'm sorry for lying. i just don't want to freak you, scare you, hurt you, worry you. but, thanks for the concern and all. you two are the best ever <3 but. for now, pretend you didn't see anything? i'm just not really ready to talk about it to yal now. i'll tell you about it some other time. but for now. let's pretend nothing happened (: love lots, you two! <3

i don't know what you know and what you don't know. but anyways, i'm sorry. but. i don't see how that was necessary? ah.

GOODNIGHT WORLD!

2007-02-27T22:19:00.000+08:00

i've to say this before i go to sleep

i never thought i'd say this. but.

mabel, syahir, joash.

thank you guys soooo much. i reallyyy love you guys to bits and pieces. thankyouuall <3

lovelots

e <3

2007-02-27T15:41:00.000+08:00

hello world (:

in short, i'm quite screwed (:
okay fine so nothing's new about that
but things got worse!

and that's the last time. eunice eunice, enough is enough. i've crossed the lines, long ago, and for too many times. i've been such a horrible thing. i've got so much to say, and yet, i've really nothing to say.

i should wear a watch. but, i hate watches! damn damn damn. LONGSLEVE SHOPPING! and errr, i feel cold (:

secrets, secrets. lies, lies. this ought to be the last time. this ain't easy.

arm and wrist. now i know how BIGGG a difference there is. gosh. ha.

hmm. and i think my parents are getting old and er.. out of touch.

okay that didn't make sense to you right. well it did to me. that's how messed up i am, up there.

yay me (:

on a brighter note,
- i'm going shopping with mabel tomorrow! like finally. heh (: longsleves! (:
- i have no homework today
- i can sleep from now till tomorrow morning (:

EAT THAT, SUCKERS!

2007-02-26T14:56:00.000+08:00

sunday - sick
today - tired

mummy cancelled tuition today so i can quickly finish my homework and catch as much sleep as i can.

anyways, here're the ONLY photos taken during cny visiting.

5th uncle, daddy, mama, 7th uncle (: with their wives
and now with the third gen :D

gosh i look so bad ): and 5th uncle's kids have grown so much! gosh gosh. but their faces are the same hahahaha (x i'll upload some old old photos of us that we took like ten thousand years ago, and you'll get what i mean (: hmm next time we should take one with ALL the uncles and all the cousins! and and maybe we should take photos too, with mummy's side. haha.

2007-02-24T21:44:00.000+08:00

top 2 things found in your wallet:
1.) receipts :/
2.) occationally, money.

top 2 songs you can listen to again and again:
1.) lalala (:
2.) ordinary day

top 2 reasons to watch television:
1.) HOTTIES; eyecandies
2.) er, nice shows?

top 2 places I'd want to visit 10 yrs. from now
1.) cloud 9 :D
2.) the moon (x

top 2 obsessions:
1.) FOOD<333
2.) shopping! :D

top 2 favorite nick name:
1.) -
2.) -

top 2 favorite foods:
1.) TOP 2? MORE LIKE TOP 100 LA. I HAVE TOO MANY ON MY FAVOURITES LIST! (x
2.)

top 2 favorite snacks:
1.) cookies!
2.) fruits, really! :D

top 2 favorite website:
1.) nehhh nothing.
2.)

top 2 goals you want to accomplish:
1.) very good grades
2.) absolute hotness. HAHA.

top 2 favorite colors:
1.) RED<3
2.) green!

top 2 favorite part of the house:
1.) room
2.) living room

top 2 things i can't wait to happen
1.) SHOPPING SPREE!
2.) something that'll change life drastically, for the better..? haha. dno (:

top 2 places where I love to shop
1.) errrrrr.. dont have top 2 la!
2.)

top 2 movies I could watch over and over
1.) ehh.. i used to watch the same barney tapes over and over, haha!
2.) lalalalalalala

okay, recap!

thursday - boring.
friday - the rain was a spoiler >:(
today - sleepy

i predict that tomorrow will be very sian, and monday, i'll be extremely tired. confirm chop one! lol.

haha gosh, life has changed so much.

i'm quite sure my parents think i have a boyfriend. that's why they've been so restrictive lately. especially my dad. all of a sudden he gets unhappy that he doesn't know where i'm going, and exactly what i'm going to do, and what i'm going to do with the money in my wallet which comes from his wallet, and stuff like that. and all of a sudden, his "because i don't like the idea" reason has come back. i know he has his reasons la. i guess he wants to hush cos he knows i'll be offended. well mummy and daddy, i really don't have a boyfriend. i really don't.

and mummy ahh. make up your mind. when i want to buy things, you don't like it? cos you say i look too old, and that i should dress "my age" and stuff like that and stuff. and, when it comes to ironing clothes, washing clothes, you say that i've to do it, cos i'm a big girl and i should do things for myself? so what. big girl or small girl? make up your mind la please.

mabel! haha well having that talk with you was nice (: glad that we both got all that off our chests. ahh, i miss those times so much. you're missed (: haha. longsleve cum bag bum bugis stuff shopping soon yeah! when i finally save up :/ and, woo, our plan! although we haven't really come up with much yet :/ oh wells. our plan shall work, right, accountability partner?! :D

em ee ass ass ee dee up! ha.

:/

2007-02-22T15:42:00.000+08:00

hellooooooo

haha i'm tired :/

asjkdjaslkdjkasjdkjaslkdjkasjdas trouble trouble :/

it doesn't anymore. i'll try harder i guess.

i feel fat today! ): and my eyebags are HUGE. it's so disgusting. and i just had this HUGE plate of nasi lemak. i swear, it was so much. i bet it's like, more than 2 portions? but oh wells.

my mother says she doesnt want me going out at night ): i hate it when my parents selectively implement rules. so, i dont know if i can go ps with mab on friday. gr :/

okay i cant be bothered with blogging anymore so bye (:

2007-02-21T20:22:00.000+08:00

HELLO!

crapping away with nicole ding SMACKS A SMILE ON MY FACE!! gosh i LOVEEEEEEE that woman. THANK GOD SHE'S BACK!

so now, we're the PPKs, the POKPOKKEHS. HAHAHHAHAHA. and and and! cos we're both pathetic and single, she's MY WOMAN! haha back off, all you lousy guys! oh but if you're un-lousy then it's a whole different story HAHAHHAHA. (x ok kidding. anyways. the next stufftoy or whatever toy that we buy together, hers is gna be called SUGAAA, and mine's gna be called SPICEEE. and she's called EVERYTHING, and i'm NICE. hahahahhahaha. ok it might not be funny to you but whatever. IT'S VERY FUNNY HAHAHHAHA.

do you know how ppk came about? HAHAHHA. cos, her initial's N, and mine's E, so we'd be the NE, which would then be NEHNEH. but nehnehpok is crude. so, screw the neh. WE'RE THE POKPOKS. but what's POKPOK without the KEH, eh? HAHA. SO WE'RE THE POKPOKKEHS! (x

I LOVE YOU PPK! <3

anyways today. school was :/ as always i guess. oh, but, got back lit, and, i improved! thank God thank God thank God! but as always, there's still A LOT OF ROOM for improvement. but, woo! thank God! haha (:

didn't do that well for that a math test though. but oh wells! haha didnt revise enough i guess. and i was too nervous? ahhaha.

let the fingers dance! commonwealth essay time :/

so i'll draw lovely red lines
along the nice, smooth soft canvas
beidge and red, yum.
oh but they fade, with time
whether they'll disappear, God knows.
oh baby, let's do some art on friday night
sweeeeeeeeeeet.

2007-02-21T17:19:00.000+08:00

White Houses
Vanessa Carlton

Crashed on the floor when I moved in
This little bungalow with some strange new friends
Stay up too late, and I'm too thin
We promise each other it's 'til the end
Now we're spinning empty bottles
It's the five of us
With pretty eyed boys girls die to trust
I can't resist the day
No, I can't resist the day

Jenny screams out and it's no pose
'Cause when she dances she goes and goes
Beer through the nose on an inside joke
And I'm so excited, I haven't spoken
And she's so pretty, and she's so sure
Maybe I'm more clever than a girl like her
Summer's all in bloom
Summer is ending soon

It's alright and it's nice not to be so alone
But I hold on to your secrets in white houses

Maybe I'm a little bit over my head
I come undone at the things he said
And he's so funny in his bright red shirt
We were all in love and we all got hurt
I sneak into his car's cracked leather seat
The smell of gasoline in the summer heat
Boy, we're going way too fast
It's all too sweet to last

It's alright
And I put myself in his hands
But I hold on to your secrets in white houses
Love, or something ignites in my veins
And I pray it never fades in white houses

My first time, hard to explain
Rush of blood, oh, and a little bit of pain
On a cloudy day, it's more common than you think
He's my first mistake

Maybe you were all faster than me
We gave each other up so easily
These silly little wounds will never mend
I feel so far from where I've been
So I go, and I will not be back here again
I'm gone as the day is fading on white houses
I lied, wrote my injuries all in the dust
In my heart is the five of us
In white houses

And you, maybe you'll remember me
What I gave is yours to keep
In white houses [x3]

2007-02-21T16:18:00.000+08:00

HELLO! haha mabel and i are up to something exciting! gosh gosh exciting hahaha.

our plan's gna be wicked! yes a proper one, which we shall eventually come up with! and hopefully keep to

absolute hotness by 16?! watch out >:)

i hope our plan'll be successful!

:D

2007-02-20T21:50:00.000+08:00

today, we surprised rachel. it was pretty funny, haha she was so freaggin cute. anyways happy belated birthday babe! papayas, marshmallows, and laughing at walls soon yeah! <3

rachel and joash! send me photos! mine arent very nice :/

nicole ding's back! haha goodness i missed her soooooo much. ding dong around soon okay dingywingy! <3 love lots!

haha, time to fly!

2007-02-19T20:38:00.000+08:00

i miss my favourite girl ):

timmm's back though! :D hahaha

i feel pretty today :D hee :D hahaha buttttt i feel fat today ): eat eat eat and eat. goodness.

went to dua beh gong's house in the morning. hahaha bummed on the sofa and watched crocodile hunter (: snacked a whole lot :/

lunched at home. mostly leftovers. ah wells. bummed bummed bummed.

went to dua gu gong's house. ha. bummed bummed bummed at the sofa. ate ate ate :/ hahaha.

that's about it actually :/ oh wells!

i took zero photos today. zero! when i'm feeling prettayeeeeee! what in the world (x

okay enough rubbish haha.

haha more of friday's photos!

these are ripped off jo's blog! credits to jo!

these are from jiap!

ok now im off to upload photos onto theeeee album :D hee :D

2007-02-18T21:55:00.000+08:00

I MISS NICOLE SHANNON DING SOMETHING SOMETHING SOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH! OH MY BUTTERFLY :/ COME BACK SOON BABE, I MISS YOU! SEE YOU THIS SATURDAY LOVE! <3

AND AND AND, I MISS TIMOTHY KEK ZHIYANG! GET WELL SOON MACHOMAN! TAKE CARE LAAAA YES? HAHAHHAHA. SEE YOU SOON! <3

i dont feel pretty todayyy ): stupid bad hair day. but nehhhmine hahaha i shall be thickskinned and pretend that i am hot and pretty anyways :D confidence is the essence of x factor (: i think. HAHA. ok nevermind i should shut up because i do not have x factor so thus i should shut up HAHA and if confidence was the essence of x factor, then there would be no need to call x factor "x factor" anymore. however, x factor is called "x factor" and not "confidence", and thus x factor is not equal to confidence. HAHA WTH, i ate too many nuts and peas and timtam, my teeth hurt. i hope i didnt break my braces again! hahahha (x the old man would probably scream at me if i did. hahahah!

ooops i'm such a digresser.
ANYWAYS.

haha today was not bad at all! :D haha went for service in the morning with 5! :D

haha thennnn went to mama's house. ie my father's mother's home, all the way in tampines. saw quite a few of my uncles aunties and cousins and my baby girl niece! hahaha goodness me i havent seen them for like what, six years? and oh my tiannnn, i feel damn old, yet super young. old cos i'm an auntie? omg madness hahaha. but young cos like my cousins are all married or in uni or smth like that and i'm the youngest and i'm the only one still in secccccccondary school :D hee :D anyways, madness la! everyone looks so different, and yet the same! hahaha i shall post photos when i get them, yesyes :D hahaha.

thennnnnn went to popo's house. ie my mother's parents' house, all the way in dover. it was quite the same i guess. usual people, usual stuff, i think. hahahaha. food was great! popo's the best cook ever <3 she was pretty shocked when she saw me. i have no idea whether she was happy or pissed or just stunned. oh wells! she kept on sayanging me though, like slapping my bare skin, which sounded ouch and embarrassing hahahahaha but nyehh nyehhh i love my popo <3 (:

kaching kaching :D but no, i shall not splurge. all my angbao kaching shall go straight into the bank! splurging is strictly restricted to my allowance which i painstakingly save, dollar by dollar, cent by cent. it's meant to make splurging hurt (: and it's pretty effective.. er.. to a certain extent :D as in, it's a bit bu she de when i buy something but heh i buy it anyways :D:D:D:D:D which kinda pisses my daddy off at times :/ oh wells hahahaha.

and now, i'm home! yayness. hahaha. home sweet home (: let's see. i'm going to bed right now, and tomorrow i'm going to wake up bright and early and either get some homework done or go for a run! hahaha. goodness, i got an sms from some person whose number i do not have, asking about the stuff we need to study for history test. and at that moment, it dawned upon me. after cny, it's yet another assignment deadlines and common tests marathon. rawrrrr. evilness manz.

SYAHIR. YOU BETTER HAVE A DAMN ZAI PLAN FOR ME TO EXERCISE AFTER CNY AH. COS AH, I'VE BEEN EATING A LOT AND I FEEL DAMN PUI NOW ): SO YES, I'M COUNTING ON YOU AND YOUR ZAI PLAN AH!

i should make my blog private! :D but then again i think that private thingy is hackable, so it's kinda pointless huh. haha redundancy manz.

ok randomness!

there's something special about you
that keeps me coming back everytime
and yet when i've got you
i wish to change my mind

you you you.
the same story, the same response
and yet, what more can i ask for?
maybe it's just too much that i've been asking for.
superficiality vs depth
appearance vs reality (haha, LITT! )
too idealistic?
now or never?
decision or fate?
and how far would you go, how far would i go?
where do we choose to draw the line?
too little, too much?
and who's to say.
now, never? some other day? when?

i can't take a step forward
and i can't take a step back
yes, i'm stuck
leaving the world suspended
and i just cant move
i cant break out of this

i feel like a leech.
a sympathy sucking leech.
a sidekick
your shadow?
a woman who cant stand on her own
have i no backbone?
for i crawl on the ground,
either to be crushed
or to hunger endlessly.
a leech.
a blood sucking leech.

and i've given up with you and your riddles.

i dont like who i've become.

fullstop!

have you seen the advertisement where it says. if your life were a movie.. blah blah. i think if my life were a movie, it'd be overdramatic, seriously. like those soap operas. and i wonder why they're called soap operas. i mean. soap? why soap?! how random. i shall call my life movie sugar opera. cos i'm craving for sweet stuff now. i'm going to drink sprite ice.

okay i'm off to bed! hopefully i dont forget to wake up to do my homework tomorrow morning. cos if i forget, i shall be done for!

OK GOODNIGHT EVERYBODY <3

oh God, this is driving me crazy. and yes i'm holding on to You and Your love. the only thing constant in this world, other than change. i guess i'll leave all this to the Potter's hands, yeah? (: or maybe i'll be a butterfly! or a diamond! haha oh God knows what. either way, God knows what He's doing yes yes (:

Ride Of Your Life
John Gregory

Wishin on a shootin star
But dreams alone wont get you far
Can't deny your feelings anymore
The world is waiting right outside your door
What are you waiting for?

C'mon here's your chance
Don't let it slip right through your hands
Are you ready for the ride of your life?
Your dreams are riding on the web
Just reach out and pull them in
Get ready for the ride of your life
The ride of your life

In your heart
You know what you must do
You only have yourself to answer to
Don't let fear of falling hold you down
Your spirits flying high above the clouds
You're going there

C'mon here's your chance
Don't let it slip right through your hands
Are you ready for the ride of your life?
Your dreams are riding on the web
Just reach out and pull them in
Get ready for the ride of your life
The ride of your life

You're on your way
No looking back
There's no future living in the past
You're free at last
Laaaaaaaaaaast

You're free at last

C'mon here's your chance
Don't let it slip right through your hands
Are you ready for the ride of your life?
Your dreams are riding on the web
Just reach out and pull them in
Get ready for the ride of your life
The ride of your life

C'mon
C'mon
Get ready
Yeah Yeah Yeah

Yours dreams are riding on the web
Just reach out and pull them in

2007-02-18T00:27:00.000+08:00

oh gosh oh gosh

i feel like killing someone.
okay maybe not literally
and neither cos i hate anyone
i just feel very kasjdlkajskdljalsk
and i need to vent.

but hee i want to wear pretty clothes so i shant _. but i think that's the only thing stopping me. gosh, after cny.. haha.

gosh sometimes life sucks to the max and the whole world disappears and sometimes you wonder if you're a joke to them haha but then again whats new about that?

i'll smile and laugh anyways
cos emo's not cool.
and cos i'll live longer, that way
and cos you and your games are not worth the frown(:

la dee dum :D

dinner was actually great! daddy bought some sort of er pork and he cooked sharks fin soup, which was darn nice. and mummy cooked sakor's chicken and the usual vege and stuff. gosh, my dad was so excited. super cute la. hahaha he poured me like 2 bowls of soup and he tried to give me even more! but i said i was full cos seriously la omg i ate damn a lot can.

hahaha i slept the whole of today away. cos i was feeling kinda sick. yukyuk. but yayness, i'm fine now cos i think i slept it all away (:

okay time to sleep again haha byebye world!

and i cant believe myself
i refuse, i dont want to do this again
cos we all know what'll happen
and i dont ever want to do that again

2007-02-16T21:20:00.000+08:00

There's a lesson that I want you to learn,
If you're gonna play with fire then you're gonna get burned
Don't try and test me cos you'll get a reaction,
Another drink and I'm ready for action,
I don't know who you think you are,
But making people scared wont get you very far.

hello!

haha school today was kinda boring. i have bad eyebags today ): stupid la last night blah blee bloooooo. classes were super sian cos c'mon la it's cny! ajskdljalskd. chinese was interesting though, we watch this animation on this pig whose shit came alive and blah blah. hahahah. it was damn sick. but it was funny. the total defence day cum cny performance/concert thingy was.. pretty boring actually. oh but i liked the tdd video clips! damn funny hahaha. anyways sorry if i was a bit.. jaskldjlask here and there. tired i guess. haha.

saw the nj girls today! namely JINNIE <3 WILONA <3 becky and liz! haha hello nj girls :D omg was soooo happy when i saw them. cos, i thought they were only gna come like in the afternoon, and i'd miss them again ):hadjshajkhd. but i didnttttttttt! (:

JIAP, JO, AND WHOEVER ELSE. SEND ME PHOTOS! (:

oh and korkor, thanks sooo much for talking last night. oh man i havent c---d like that in ages haha. hope you werent too tired today. and thanks for listening and for all the advise and for praying and everything. i love you korkor! <333

met carolyn after school at holland v. i bought sandwiches from provenance and we headed to starbucks! :D hahaha i had fun crapping around :D i love you babe! <333 xoxoxoxo

nicole ding's flying for thailand tomorrow! oh man, my favourite girllll! ): take care alright babe! i'll miss you very much! ): and boby misses you and spongey! love lots girl! <333 xoxoxox

tim's going overseas tomorrow too! bleah! you silly person, better take care of yourself and get well soon okay! don't eat too much junk, i know it's hard, but, justtt don't laaa! haha take careee (: love lots! <3 hahahahaha macho macho mannnnn! (x

oh, tonight's reunion dinner with my grandparents, my uncle, and my family was pretty okay. the steamboat was nice! haha yay my grandma's going to take me out for xlb and all that soon (: yay i love my grandma, cos she loves me so much and she talks to me like as if i'm some silly little girl who should dress very modestly and behave like how a school girl should and be careful of bad company and study hard and do all my homework and dont wear short stuff or show too much and no low cuts and wear stuff below the kness?!?!?! hahaha goodness me. but i love her very much cos. she knows where the heart is (:

and, oh man. gong gong's condition's kinda.. worsening? i dont know. he's kinda really spaced out. and his memory's a bit.. off. and his posture's getting worse. and he's like getting weaker? physically and mentally. oh goshhhh. he's had parkinsons for a couple of years already. and.. these are the signs. oh man. i'd better be a good girl and study hard, to give him something to be proud of me about. and to make him happy. while i can :/ oh man scary scary. but at least i know where he'll go when he goes (:

i love my gong gong. and my popo <3

okay, some of today's photos! and then i'm off to bed.

okay that's all! (:

2007-02-15T20:13:00.000+08:00

i feel like gaaaaaaaaaaalavanting! :D
and being a camwhore :D

dang dang if only i was older. i wouldnt be in the house now doing math and physics and blah blah blah homework!

anyone wanna meet on saturday? :D HAHA i'm like free till night time, where i have some redundant family reunion. i mean c'mon la, it's gna be at home, and we're just gna eat the SAME FOOD that we eat everyday! so seriously, i dont see whats the point. and why why why. why doesnt anyone tell me anything around here ayy?! rubbish manz. theres reunion dinner at my grandma's house, for just my family and my uncle, and i only JUST found out? and i only found out by accident. wth man!

and guess what haha what the hell man for cny there's like only two days of continuous bainian-ing so i got 4 outfits for NOTHING cos i'll only get to wear 2! or at most 3. HAHAHAHA OH WELLS. I <3 THEM ALL ANYWAYS (: ahahhaha!

sing sing sing sing a song! im in a GOOD MOOD and thus i shall let the whole world know :D

ladeedum (: i feel pretty! oh so pretty! :D so pretty! and happyyyy! and gayyyyyyyy! :D ahahhaha :D i feeel so prettyyyyyyyy, toooday! :D

okay enough, homework! hahaha :D

2007-02-15T17:44:00.000+08:00

YO WOMAN!(: haha oh btw,this is KNEECOLEEE DING AGAIN :D howdy eunice's world!(:
we're gna meet in uhhhh a weeks time or so!(: HAHA and ive yet to pass u ur vday gift (: (: (: HEH HEH.
since youre guestblogging for me,i shall return the favour too :D HAHAHAS.rmb we must save up okay!for our WH skirts (: and MORE TOPS.HAHAHA.
anw,dont let small things put you down okay!(: just walk away and dont turn back (: hahas.i love you la woman (: ILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOU! :D

XOXO & MANY HEARTS,NICOLE :D

and our many pics rock man.our hair ties & clips,our spastic faces,spongey & boby!.
haha spongey sends his love from my home!hahaha.
<3

2007-02-15T15:53:00.000+08:00

hello. school today's been the usual. and as anticipated, we had firedrill during english, which was very timely (: spent recess doing bio, which we didnt hand up in the end. physics test was pretty easy. bio prac was pretty slack.

and i binged, again. i guess i'll put on. but whatever. i'll find a way to lose it. i've got the drive now, anyways. thanks or no thanks to.. er.. haha.

i guess i'll get used to this, yes? (:

anyways here's goodbye to.. something. haha.

i kick you back.
the doors slam close
there's no better way.
seal all the cracks and gaps
i dont want to see, hear, smell or sense anything from inside.
seal every inch of the door, if i must.
and the seal dries up, it hardens
for enternity.
put chains around the door
chains with the thorns of roses
and lock the chain, lock it good
with a hardened heart.
carve a tribute on the door
for the sake of all those memories
dont worry, the doors dont bleed.
and nail dead roses unto the doors
whisper to them stories
of what was left unsaid
take a step back.
say your last goodbye
cos no, there'll never be tears falling
no, i'll shed not a tear for you
behind close doors.
i know you'll die in there.
but whatever, you'll die sooner or later.
there's no turning back
i leave.

okay thats all haha

to lighten up the mood,
and for all that nostalgia,
some olddd photos (:

that's all! homework calls so byebye (:

2007-02-14T21:44:00.000+08:00

and i see
the harder i try
the worse it becomes.

valentines day! hohoho. my 15th year single, er, yay! (: okay fine so there's nothing much special about today. thanks prisci shakti and seeyue for the flowers! and all you lovelies for the candies and such (: i'm going to grow fatter! but, ah, heck. indulgeeee (:

wasted time at home, as always. then i went to take a nap, haha. took really long to fall asleep. had some horrible dream, which i can't exactly rmb. and, i overslept! oh great, now i have to stay up to study physics.

oh goodness.
it cant get any worse than this
aye?

oh wells what the hell

happy valentines day yal

2007-02-13T23:20:00.000+08:00

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but i cant.

2007-02-13T21:22:00.000+08:00

out of yours, out of mine.
into the dark woods to die in peace..?
ha.

hello! hahaha.

today was kinda crappy. i've been super duper frickin tired the whole day, goodness. and, cos of some swapping here and there, we had all 3 sciences today, which is such an overload, thank you very much! we had part one of chinese test, it was okay i guess. chem lab was alright, but i feel lazy to do the homework. grahh. i wasnt really following during physics, i was busy stoning, and i'm so going to die. bio was interesting. mrs macdougall's a good teacher, she's interesting. but somehow i was trying super hard not to fall asleep :/ e math okay.. i like my test results very much. haha. but other than that e math was just.. okay. haha. mrs ang is really nice though. she's like really optimistic and encouraging and rewarding (: i like mrs ang, yes i do (: lit test after school. oh the horror. prepare my grave. and please, i actually do like white roses. mrs seetoh's so going to vomit blood when she marks my paper. i really need to buck up on my lit ): sigh sigh. which reminds me, our lit book.. ahh shucks. went running after that. jo and esa zoomed off, leaving me and amanda(ongko). later on, amanda(woon) joined us. we ran 5 rounds, as we had planned. it's good, but yet it's deffinately not good enough. and, damn, i'm so darn slow. bahh. and i got a stitch towards the end of the 5th round. oh bummer.

i binged today. i had. 1 microwave egg (which exploded in the microwave, according to the happy cook, my father), guilinggao, 2 bananas, 1 digestive buscuit, 1 cup of soyabeanmilk, fried potato slices, fried fish, stewed chicken with the chewy mushrooms that wouldnt go down, 2 portions of mango (hee :D), half of the huge packet of lays bbq, and a cup of sprite ice. and other things too la, which i cannot recall because i'm stupid. and i'm supposed to be trying to lose/maintain weight for cny? oh goodness. i'm going to be a fat monster for chinese new year. shoots. the only thing my relatives remember me for is that i'm pretty. (yes i know i'm damn thickskin). but no, this chinese new year, all they're going to see is a big fat blob of fats, otherwise known as the fat eunice goh yi en. i bet you, they're going to say that i've grown taller. goodness, what mockery. i haven't grown any taller since p6! what a joke man. and, i bet you, my eldest uncle is going to comment on how my teeth are straight, as straight as his (fake, i think) teeth. and he's going to wonder why my braces are still on and when am i finally going to take them off so i can have nice and pretty straight teeth like his (fake, i think) teeth. ugh. and what else? oh, i bet they're going to ask what stream i'm in. and i'd have to say my subject combi in chinese, which i have no idea how to?! and then, they'd say that i have to study hard, so that i can be clever like my brother. and blah blah blah.

the whole valentines day thing is getting to me. as in. i'm not lovesick or anything (thank God), but, AIYA, it's just strange to be completely single la haha. and to be spending valentines studying physics? sian. sian sian sian sian. and, i really dont know what to get for my friends. i'm pretty broke so i cant get flowers any time soon, but if i wait too long then it wont be special anymore cos it'll no longer be valentines day. i cant bake, and i cant make jelly hearts cos. actually i can. but. aiya. i'm just not in the valentines day mood and i would like to go running now thank you very much (:

and on second thoughts i dont want to know who it is this time. spare me.

i cant believe mrs poh is giving us amath test tmr! valentines day leh! not that it's going to be special for me. but. it's valentines day! give all those couples a break la! and give me a break la! how to study for a math when i'm busy being busy? hmm? aiyoyo. hahaha. but oh wells. get it over and done with la huh! a math, hurry up be done with me! pssssssssh. i hope i do well, though. but then again, i shouldnt expect too much cos today's a math revision isnt going too well, and i got most of the questions i attempted, wrong. and those that i got right are like the basics of all basics. and i didnt even get to logs. i gave up at surds. hurhurhur. i dont like surds. but i guess logs are fine. i just dont really get those with (lg something)^2. but oh wells.

i remember i had lots more to say, but, i cant rmb what it was anymore. haha oh wells.

oh wells. bathe, homework, sleep.

i will.
even if i can't, i will.
i will i will i will.

2007-02-12T21:04:00.000+08:00

dont think you've got me, i know what's going on.

hello! haha i just realised where my money flew off to. sigh!

i just ate super motherfathering lot of food. shoots! ahsjhdjsakd. situps situps here i come! it's been ages since i did it on my own accord.

3 more hours till timothy kek zhi yang's birthday! the day where, 15 years ago, the world became a sad sad place, cos of the birth of the world's biggest loser, noob, and dodobird, 3 in one! HAHAHAHA. kidding :D happy 15th birthday tim! <3

tomorrow tomorrow. lit test! hahaha i hope i dont screw it all up again ): and and, after lit test i'm going running with jo and kat! <3 hahaha.

i kept on falling asleep on my tuition teacher today, i think i made her sad and annoyed ): but but she was really nice. so so sorry laoshi! ): and thanks for cheering me up by talking about foodieeee (:

i wish one day, at a party, with all my friends, i'd get really drunk, and give everyone a piece of my mind, and say all the things i dont know how to say, or cannot say. then i can speak my mind and not be accused of being insensitive blah blah. okay, randomness. hahhaha.

i've been getting pretty annoyed lately. because of. stuff. but yeah whatever, it's not my fault i get annoyed cos seriously you're really annoying.

and, wth? i am not your AT YOUR SERVICE WHEN YOU WANT ME, OUT THE WINDOW WHEN YOU DONT friend, thank you very much. quit rolling your eyes, glaring, whatever. grow up. and just. stop taking it out on others. but as always, whatever.

i cant move on from all this, i dont know why
it bums me that i'm so bummed
arent i supposed to be stronger than this?
i am i am, i know it, i am.
even if i'm not, i don't care, i'm telling you, me, everyone
i am. i will be. whatever
i am.

wait, no. God is. therefore i am.

an

on a lighter note (i think), some of sunday's photos.

and cos i'm missing some of my friends so much, some old pictures.

carolyn. hollandv date soon! <3 take care in ac babe!

mingxuan. call soon la you busy kukupi! take care and have fun on fridays! :D

guoren. raffles! hahahaha you must tell me about your very exciting valentines day and your very exciting love life okay! hahahhaha.

seow. happy belated birthday manz! hahaha we should catch up soon, busy man!

syahir. get well soon kor! <3 and take care (:

joash. oh gosh, you've grown so much! you're like soooo much taller now. but, i dont have any of your bigger pics so.. haha! xP

stace. take care bigsis <3

kara. meet up and catch up soon babe! <3 take care and, i love you!

meiyan. loongy babeee! i miss you very much ):

jinnie. gim so jin! i miss you very much too! ):

wilona. hey sexy! i miss you very verymuch toooooo! ): <3

cheryl. babeee! how's life over there in aussieland? <3

charmaine. havent been seeing you around as much anymore! ): take care darling! hughug <3 i love you babeeee <3

glenn (:

sarah. get well soon meimei! <3 i love you loads <333 take care, alright?

------. damn, i miss those innocent, happy times. those were really, the best days of my life. <333

and nicole ding, although we just met yesterday, cos we're not going to see each other for 2 weeks straight and thats sad ):

and a few more, but, it's inconvenient to put their names or pictures here cos.. well thats that la! anyways, to all you lovely people. time's passed so quickly, and we've drifted so much, it's quite sad actually. anyways, hope to meet up and catch up with you lovelies soon <3 love yal

and lastly.

whether things go back or not
i guess life'll get better
eventually.

tag replies!

<esa>: thanks!you really made my day better!mr ong,interested in eunice is it?*shakes head*

haha welcome <3 i love you babe! and dont talk rubbish la ahhahaha.

<anm loves rdq>: hi

er. hi.

<NICOLE>: babe!thanks for everythinggg (: i loveee you <3

i love you moreeeee! beautifuuuuuul i just want you to knowwwwwwwwww you're my favourite girlllllll! <3

<sharkaloha>: helloooo ! <33

hello! <3

<NICOLE>: WOMAN,I LOVE YOU TOO <3

i love you too too, woman! our date soon! <3 lovelove!

2007-02-11T19:51:00.000+08:00

maybeee.
maybe history will repeat itself
and maybe we've matured
or maybe we've became worse
maybe this could be so much more
and maybe this could stop right here,
thank you very much.

2007-02-11T18:30:00.001+08:00

hello! haha.

friday.
just like any other friday. after netball, stoned at the canteen, then went running and hollandv with mab.

saturday.
cip! haha my first time. it was pretty okayyy la. hahaha. went to ikea with plee after that, oh gosh, the sun was so damn hot la! burn burn hahaha. thanks plee for the snake! :D hahaha :D thennn we bussed to the wrong mrt station, and i went to church and she went home. we had mass wg meeting, it was good! come to think of it, it's actually quite exciting. haha! :D hmm, ushering and service was okay. hmm my takeaway from service is to make time for God, so that i can grow in Him. and that, troubles are good in some sense, cos, it's when we're facing troubles or when we're down and out, that we recognise we're in desperate need for God. and and, to surrender the majors and minors of our life to Him. yupyup! haha. dinnered at pizza hut, happy birthday seow! :D

today.
met glenn for a while in the morning. went to qcmc! haha with dingyyy :D it was pretty okay, hahaha. thennn we went town, and ate really good stuff! (x then we kinda walked around and lalala. i brisk walked home! i'm so proud of myself :D and and and, i zoommmmmed! home just to talk to nicole ding! <3 woo i love that woman.

nicole ding! womannnn <3 thank you(: hahaha. and and, our shopping date after chinese new year! hahaha our wh skirt and our matching tank tops and accessories and many many many many other coolio things! <3 woo i love you woman! <3 XOXO

okay, dinner pack room bathe homework!

i think my money flew away, literally! ): i cant find it! psssssh >>:(

Over It
Anneliese Van Der Pol

How could you know
That behind my eyes a sad girl cried
And how could you know
That i hurt so much inside
And how could you know
That i'm not the average girl
I'm carrying the weight of the world

YEAH!

So can you get me outta here

[chorus]
Take me away
We'll jump in the car
Drive til the gas runs out and then walk so far
That we can't
See this place anymore
Take a day off
Give it a rest
So i can forget about this mess
If i lighten up a little bit,
Then i will be
Over It

I'm playin the role
Of the happy girl
But no one knows
Inside i'm alone
But i would never let it show
I get everyday
Too much work and not enough play
Over and over
It's always the same

YEAH!

But you can make everything OK...

[chorus]
Take me away
We'll jump in the car
Drive til the gas runs out and then walk so far
That we can't
See this place anymore
Take a day off
Give it a rest
So i can forget about this mess
If i lighten up a little bit,
Then i will be
Over it
Over it

And when the world is closin' in
I can leave it all and just walk away
I can always start all over again
I am closer to a better day

[chorus]
Take me away
We'll jump in the car
Drive til the gas runs out and then walk so far
That we can't
See this place anymore
Take a day off
Give it a rest
So i can forget about this mess
If i lighten up a little bit,
Then i will be
Take Me Away

[chorus]
Take Me Away
We'll jump in the car
Drive til the gas runs out and then walk so far
That we can't
See this place anymore
Take a day off
Give it a rest
So i can forget about this mess
If i lighten up a little bit,
Then i will be

If i lighten up a little bit,
Then i will be
Over It
Over It

I am Over It (over it)

2007-02-09T00:06:00.000+08:00

i guess sometime's i'm better off alone in a world of my own.

2007-02-08T19:47:00.000+08:00

hello world (:

life's been.. strange lately. haha. oh wells. serves me right (:

yesterday.

pe was alright. miss shaddick's not teaching us bball anymore, cos mrs chan's back! haha it was pretty.. er.. interesting (: yes, INTERESTING! hahaha. hmm, e math. thanks mrs ang for the tins! :D:D:D:D haha yay i like mrs ang, she's so nice (: lit was okayyy. history was okayyy.. kept on drifting off though. oh wells. chem was.. overload! a math was erm okay. bio test was bad ): as in, the paper was easy, just that, i still didnt really know for sure, like 100% gurantee chop, that my answers were correct. but oh wells. lesson learnt. study in advance, and dont do last minute (: and dont assume it's easy so you can do last minute. look at it this way. if it's that easy, then it wouldnt cost you much to study it early, and then study it all over again the day before. okay i dont think i make sense to you. oh wells. haha. anyways met mabel at kap, we did quite a bit of e math! not say aaaaaaa lot, but aiya not bad la huh! and then, we went down to coldstorage to get food, and we took ultra long to decide what to eat. we walked through the whole place more than twice i tell you! haha oh wells. i had fun (: went home, didnt do much.

today.

had compre test today. i for summary we're supposed to write not more than 160. and i wrote like 220+++ haha goodness me. but nehmine, we still have one more period, i think, to complete our summary. haha! e math test was okay. i'm not too sure about the answer for my last question. but ah whatever. a math was alright. we're back to graphs, sigh. i dont really like graphs. physics was.. too long. haha. overload! and bio was SERIOUSLY overload. as in, dont get me wrong! mrs M is REALLY nice and interesting and all, her and her "spastic drawings" and sperms having lots of mitocondria so they can swim the atlantic ocean, and everything, haha! it's just that i guess bio interests me only to a certain extent, and i was already sianned from physics. so yes. haha. lecture on governance was okay i guess. barker boys are.. smelly. hahahah! went kap with mabel again, heh, and we had ice cream and talked about certain issues. haha you know, i was thinking of all that once, but haha you made me realise how selfish it is, in a sense, cos you really really really hurt those around you, and how silly it is. haha (:

i'm really looking forward to the next 3 days! friday cos there's running and studying with mabel, saturday cos there's cip and church (and dinner..?), and sunday cos i'm going mab's church and we're all going town and i'm finally meeting agri the hot babe and i'm finally getting the top! (: but, i can predict, as always, homework and tests and the other side of life really ruins it all.

oh wells.

nicole ding! and everyone from the class of 2006. all the best for tmr's results! and don't be scared or anxious or whatever la, trust God! i'm sure yal will do perfectly fine and score nice and pretty perfect scores cos you guys studied so hard and everything! and yes i can testify to thatttt (: and and and, even if (TOUCHWOOD) you dont do well, dont be sad okay! and, the 1900-euniceiscool-7871 hotline awaits to hear your good news! :D

okay goodbye

maybe that day will come

2007-02-07T23:10:00.000+08:00

for well to do kids,
who more or less have the resources to do whatever they want
it's all a matter of choice
how successful you are.
success is not completely determined by whether you're "stupid" or "clever"
it's not a matter of whether you can or not.
it's a matter of how much you want to,
and how hard you try, and how much effort you put in (:
it's about being wise, knowing how to make the best of all that you've got
time, resources, brain.

but, we're too discouraged and weighed down by our failures
to dare to try.
so, we'll never succeed?

HAHA, ok that was random. that's what being crazy does to you! okay goodnight!

2007-02-06T22:35:00.000+08:00

HELLO WORLD!

tomorrow's loong meiyan's birthday (: happy birthday woman!

tomorrow's also bio test. i just typed notes, and i think they're really prettayeeeeee! hahaha yay :D and now, to memorise. pshhhhhhh. and and, i havent done my bio minutes yet! sian la do tmr. hope i dont get killed!

today.

lit. got back diagnostic test. i failed ): but frankly i wasnt too shocked or affected by it cos my lit has never ever been good so oh wells. not to fear, i shall try my best to try hard and get better grades and improve and not be so brief and be more detailed and have a closer analysis and er stuff like that (:

the rest of the day was ohhhhkay.

minute taking for bio is stressful. she talks so fast, it's hard to follow, especially when you're dead dead dead sleepy and tired! oh wells oh wells.

after school went running with jo and ongko and xingyi and esa. but esa didnt run in the end. and ongko and xingyi only ran a bit! and i was running so slowly, and jo was running so fast. okay maybe it's just cos i'm slow :/ oh wells slow and steady wins the race! i hope! ha. but er quite retarded la we only ran 4 rounds. but heh better than nothing! :D

the dinner i cooked today was surprisingly good! :D and, it was healthy. so, yay for me! :D

esa babeee! dont pressure yourself too much alright? having goals and expectations and blah blah.. all that's good to have, as motivation. but dont let setbacks put you down too much, alright? dont be upset or disappointed, or whatever it is. be understanding to yourself! and whatever it is, we're all here for you alright! love you babeeeeeeeeee <3

friday after cca i'm going running with mab! hahaha we shall run and run and run and yes, run somemore! haha and then and then go bathe and then go holland v's sandwich shop for our dear ol sandwiches which we havent had together for like ages!!!!! heh i'm really really exciteddd (:

okay, bathe then bio!

2007-02-05T23:11:00.000+08:00

i had a point, and i was about to make it, before my train of thoughts were pushed around and jumbled up.

and i've lost my train of thoughts again.

in short, i'm really fed up with life.

2007-02-05T18:29:00.000+08:00

HELLO WORLD!

nicole ding! <3 haha dont bang your head anymore okay! i know you're damn excited to go shopping with me, understood understood (x HAHA KIDDING. take care girl! later you get balaku! then you'd REALLY look like a MAD GIRL. hahahhaha! kidding (x thanks for your letter! :D i read it hahaha. OH, BOBY MISSES YOU AND SPONGEY. WE SHOULD BUY IKEA SNAKES, THEY'RE GOING CHEAP! HAHAHAHA TO KEEP SPONGEY AND BOBY COMPANY (: i'm going to seeeee you on saturday AND sunday! with mabel and melissa png! :D exciting exciting! :D I LOVE YOU GIRL! <3

i came home from tuition at 5 and it's 630 and i still havent started on any work whatsoever yet. damn, not good. but whatever! this happens every day la huh! get used to it, haha!

I'M FRICKIN GNA PUT ON WEIGHT I TELL YOU. firstly, this weekend, i ate an entire box of fererro rocher myself. that means.. 25 rochers?!?!?! zomgxzxzxzx i bet i wont even be able to fit into my frickin big school uniform tomorrow la! fats fats go awayyyy dont harass me! i hate consequences >:(

thank God lit test isnt tomorrow. i'll just drop on the floor and die! actually not really la. but i'd just fail again i guess. sigh sigh!

haha charmaine! the lit teacher to be! hahahaha i shall mooooooootivate you to teach me lit! :D:D:D:D:D and you shall moooooooooootivate me to learn lit! we can form an alliance and motivate each other and lalala we can both do well! :D nicenice sweet sweet oh yes :D

haha, i hereby proclaim this coming.. wednesday EXERCISE DAY! i shall burn all that fererro rocher fats man. i shall run and cycle and work that ass! HAHA. but i bet in the end i wont. BUT I HOPE I WOULD (:

you shouldnt judge a book by it's cover
but then again
i do know some friends who'd buy a book just cos it's cover's lovely.

and i've been too damn naieve
i really should've have believed
but then again whatever
at least now i see the light
i'm no one to you.

i shall reply tags here instead on my tagboard cos i feel like it so there! xD

<ianny!>: hello eunice goh yien!
<ianny!>: hello EUNICE GOH YI EN!!!
<ianny!>: woops i din see it refresh so i type again. ANYWAY HELLO EUNICE GOH YI EN!

ian: HELLO IAN LOUIS EVAN CAI ZHIYONG! wahseh your name's damn long! hahahaha.

<anonymous>: you look nice in your photos! (:

anon: errrr thanks! hahahahhaha that's cos i only put up the nice photos luh!

<tUck>: and you are anonymous!

tuck: errr...?

<mab>: I'M COUNTING DOWN TO SUNDAY! haha take care loads! <3

mab: i would count down too but then hor my math too jialat so.. ya! ): haha but yes i'm quite excitedddd! <3 see you around in school! :D

<kai>: heys, eunice the great =P hahas. nice blog

kai: hello kai the kai! :D

<kf>: eunice the PRETTY! :D

mr ong: HAHA mr ong the PRETTY too?!?!?!??!?! (x hahaha keeeeeding. hello m-r ong! (x

2007-02-05T18:04:00.000+08:00

HELLO GOHYIEN AND MY HOT WOMAN'S WORLD (:
this is NICOLE DING AGAIN :D
HAHAHA blogging on behalf of eunice cause for the same reason as always (:

WOMANNN (: i had fun with you on sat!EAT SHOP SHOP SHOP SHOP & MORE SHOPPING & CAMWHORINGGGG :D HEHH thank you for everything & for all the fun! :D i love everything tt we bought heh but I LOVE YOU MORE :D and i know im stupid to keep banging my face on the car door & fitting room door.HAHA.

WE HAVE ANOTHER DATE ON SUNDAY (: this time with mel & mab! :D
HAHA AND I CANT WAIT ALREADY :D
im gna see you on sat & sun.that is,if i have face to meet anyone after getting my results on fri.
HAHA.anyhow,I LOVE YOU MUCH MUCH & THANKS FOR THE LONG LONG LETTER!

XOXO,NICOLE & SPONGEY.
<3

2007-02-04T20:28:00.000+08:00

Give or Take
Pug Jelly

We use to go for coffee and we used to go to talk,
Remember times we use to share and soon they'll all be gone.
Sunny days and summertime won't be the same again,
You've gone away, not fade away
There's no telling when...

Things will stay the same,
You're gone and i'm here to stay
I'm going away,
My feelings will not change
Friends forever, Give or Take

First day at school walked into class,
To all those staring eyes.
They looked at me so differently, I can't imagine why,
I had to leave my home and friends, to come to this place.
Things are strange i feel the pain, i do now feel the same

Things will be the same,
You're gone and i'm here to stay
I'm going away,
My feelings will not change
Friends forever, Give or...
Take my life away.
Everything's changing now,
I do not feel the same.
I'm going home, i'm not here to stay.
Friends forever, Give or Take

2007-02-04T15:29:00.000+08:00

hello!

haha i'm so sick of homework and bahh everything, i have decided to blog about yesterday which was such an awesome day, to make me happy and gay! (:

woke up PRETTY early so i could leave the house in time to meet dingy. crazy woman banged her head on her car door? siao man. hahahah oh, and, APARENTLY, we were on the same train. coolness manxz! hahaha. it was so early the shops at orchard were mostly closed, so we tried looking for b&j's but we couldnt find one so we almost went xlb but then we decided to head to heeren to look around but the shops werent open too so we went taka instead to eat foodieeee and have ice cream :D we had chicken rice! omg super duper filling can. but it was quite nice! hahaha but there wasnt soup ): and we were like DAMN bloated. and then, dingy treated me to venezia! haha yoggie and belgium chocolate, i think. omg! damn nice. but ah, i was holding it with my left hand and it was so freezing cold my hand turned pink and numb! :0 sucks la hahaha OH but the ice cream was DAMN nice! thanks dingy! :D hahaha. ohoh, dont forget our saving up to buy skirts from wh thingy! :D:D:D:D woo. ahahha. bought tank tops from some shop, happy happy! :D hahaha. then we headed back to wisma to get heels for me and flats for her! oh man i LOVEEEE<3 my heels! hahahaha damn nice :D and i like dingy's flats! her flats have caught my eye many times before hahaha just that i have a similar pair so yup. and so yes, happy! hahaha. okay so then we headed to bugis. and i got my wallet from the wallet shop! heh i love my new wallet :D:D:D:D happy! hahaha. then we shopped at bugis street and dingy bought like a bag and 3 tops? cant rmb. hahaha. and i bought ermmmm a top! hahaha. and then we headed to the department store and i bought my bag :D and then after that i was left with coins and no more moneehhhhh. but wah shiok la zhun zhun the cost of everything and the money i had was JUST NICE. haha yay :D i'm so contented with yesterday's shopping, i'm really motivated to save up money so i can shop again! :D:D:D:D hahahha.

we took like sooooo many photos la hahah happy! :D and and, we'd asked this lady to take another photo for us at the bugis fountain, and it so happened that she was promoting canon printers, so she took a photo for us with her camera and printed two copies for us there and then! ahahah coolness man. and she even gave us EACH a pair of movie tickets, which means 4 tickets! oh man oh man i was like woo! hahahhaha coolness man.

dingy! hahaha thanks for yesterday! i really really really had lots of fun, haha you make me haaaapppppppppppy! :D we shall save up and go shopping again soon ya! :D hahaha. woo shopping with you is damn fun. try try try buy buy buy, hahaha! and all the highness and laughing and 18923712897312 photos oh man! hahaaha :D thanks for such a wonderful time! love you girl! <3

some photos!

haha so after we were done, we trained to church. hahaha and in the train we were compressing all our bags into bags and i managed to reduce everything down to two bags! hahaha and dingy reduced everything down to 3 bags! hahaha I WIN DAMN I'M PRO HAHAHA. we managed to reach church in time, yay! hahahaha but we were super duper tired la hahaha our legs and muscles and aiya our entire body was like aching like mad la! hahahhahaa.

ushering was fun! oh, calvin koh caught a lizard in a pepsi bottle. it was so sick la! you could see the heart throbbing away. eewwww sick sick! haha oh sermon was good good. haha i'm the yellow smiley face (:

had dinner with sarah and ginny! haha then we headed back to church and syahir and i talked and then we all stoned and lamed and then mummy came and lalala went home! hahaha didnt do much at home, couldnt seem to get any work done ): sad man sad. hahaha. slept! had some crazy nightmare that was really ): ): ): ): ): ): but :/ oh wells. it's just a dream i guess. ha.

today! went church and TRIED to do homework. finished e math! haha and most of a math. got 2 more questions to do for a math haha. hmm. lunch with mag rach leon caleb and jeromeq was super funny la! hahahah rach and i were laughing like crazy and mag took a video, i hope it doesnt circulate! it's so silly hahaha we were laughing like lunatics. and, i dropped a cheesefry on my jeans :/ it was damn funny though hahahhaha but sad la! cheesy jeans ): poo ): hahahaha.

photos! hahahaha the attack of THE CHICKENBACKSIDE HAIR! HAHAHHAHAHA.

teh original

i must say. zephy is damn good at math! and grace wang is damn good at teaching math! hahahha.

okay im going to do my zuowen ~~now~~ and then at my grandparents house im going to do my a math and then when i come home i'm going to read through history. and i'm safe. that is, if i manage to keep to that. ajsdaslkjda! i need motivation.

i've really really really lost a lot of motivation :/

ah wells.

i wonder what's going to become of my arabstreet date with jo next week, since we have cip and all :/

i've a dress date with dingy mab and melpng next week! haha hotness man. dingy and i are gna visit their church next sunday! and we're ALL going to wear dresses, yes yes. hahaha. and then after that we'll go town! i shall watch them shop, and exercise from all that walking around. and then at 4 i shall meet agri :D haha the nice blue tube top! <3 woo! hahaha exciting man :D:D:D:D:D:D i'm really excited!

haha you won't believe it, but i actually have too many dates for valentines day! wth right. hahahhaha. i wanna spend vday with all my lovelies! like, mabel, nicole ding, jojo samq ongko esa, AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST, physics! ): there's physics test the following day, evil evil miss or ): ): ): the government should make vday and the day after vday public holidays! then sure got a lot of babies born in like november december, HAHA. i mean seriously. making 14th and 15th feb PUBLIC HOLIDAYS would not only boost the economy by DAMN ALOT, it'll also increase birthrate! hai, if only the government shared my sentiments. i guess it's most likely i'm going to spend vday with my hot and sexy PHYSICS TEXTBOOK and grahhh just geek out at home :/ sian man. damn sian.

ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

i really need more motivation to study hard and stuff so that i can excell and do well and not end up dying when eoys come, or when the big o's come next year. haha sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh. no motivation! ): forever damn sian, or dont understand, or dont absorb. bah ):

it's struck me.
life's changed, so so sooooo much.
everyone's changing.
for the better or worse, i dont really know.
and so am i.
friendships are dying.
i'm drifting. you're drifting.
and no one cares.
and it's only going to get worse
"it cant get any worse, it cant get any worse"..?
haha. i wish.
i wish.

treasure the happy moments
whether you're really happy or not.

time to write my zuowen on "my brother's secret", which is about my brother's secret girlfriend. juicy juicy :D but aiya obviously it's fictional. we all know my brother's a very very good boy. hahaha. but then again, just like in the story.. "mei2 xiang3 dao4 you3 yi4 tian1..." HAHAHHAHAHAHA. you never know man, you never know (x

okay zai jian everybody! :D

[edit]

i was looking for a song, but i couldnt find it. do you know the song that goes "friends forever give or take". i cant remember the title! grahhh. anyways, instead, i found this song.

Friends Forever
No Secrets

Sometimes people come into your life
Like they're meant to be
And suddenly you've found someone
Who sees the world like you see

And you laugh like crazy
At all the crazy things
That no one thinks are funny but you
That's when I knew
That I had a friend so true

If my world were crumbling down
You are the one I'd want around
Cause through everything you've shown me that
You were the one who had my back

[Chorus]
Remember the laughs
Then add up the dreams
And take it to the nth degree
We'll be friends forever
Cause you'll be forever in my heart
That's where best friends are

There will always be hard times
I'm glad I've got you to see me through
And I will never forget your smile
I just have to say thank you

For being there always
Even the darkest days
Especially when you didn't have to
That's when I knew
I had a friend in you

So if your world should fall apart
Call me I'll run to where you are
I only hope that I can be
Half of the friend you've been to me

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
Where would I be
Without you by my side loving me
Anyone can see that we're the real thing
No matter what and always
Come whatever
We're best friends forever

[Chorus]

2007-02-03T21:37:00.000+08:00

HELLO!

shopping with dingy today was DAMN FUN! i'm lazy to update but i know she will update on every single detail! :D:D:D:D:D:D so i shall just post photos :D

today's photos are up on http://new.photos.yahoo.com/euniceisnotabimbo/album/576460762388104607 ! :D

2007-02-02T22:40:00.000+08:00

damn sian. damn damn damn sian. i shall go to sleep after this. and wake up early tomorrow. i guess. haha.

1. ANY SCARS? IF SO, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
haha, quite a few! :/ accidents and er haha.

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
haha, paint!:D

3. WHAT DOES YOUR CELL PHONE LOOK LIKE?
black sleek and sexy. chocolate <3

4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
errrr aalmost everything!

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
haha, nope!

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
haha, everything.

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
so so so much.

8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION?
i dont know.

9. WHAT IS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN?
cancer.

10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
not really.

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
yup ):

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
haha er, a math >:(

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE COLOGNE / PERFUME?
errrrr dno!

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
whatever i find hot and sexy :D

15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO?
errrrrrrr..?

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK?
coffee <3

17. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
er, pepperoni!

18. IF YOU CAN EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
EVERYTHING! (:

19. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD?
haha i dont know, too many alrd la!

questoin 20 got lost in the wilderness hahaha!

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU?
how would i know.

22. DO YOU LIKE ANYBODY?
haha errrr nah not really.

23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
eh?

24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?
the nice ones you buy with money

25. WHAT'S YOUR DREAM CAR?
haha i dont know

26. DO YOU HAVE A PET RIGHT NOW?
haha i wish ah!

27. WHAT KIND IS IT?
dog? i wish. haha.

28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
haha

29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
tell them la!

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
a number from one to a hundred! damn i'm clever.

31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
brunettes (:

32. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN?
haha errr dno.

33. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
annoying things? ha.

34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF YOUR COUNTRY?
duh.

35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
haha, i'm lazy and i make a lot of mistakes

36. MOST ANNOYING HABIT?
i laugh too much it annoys people which in turn annoys me

37. FIRST JOB?
haha muggertoad.

38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
(:

39. WHAT WHERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED OUT THIS?
bathing

40. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY WHAT WOULD IT BE?
haha nah no need (:

41. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY?
cos i was about to go crazy

42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
haha ermmmm dont tell you! but aiya it's all just cos people're being polite and nice(:

43. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?
i'd be sad, but i wouldn't really care much

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
the best time of my life(:

45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
3! (:

46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
eunice! duh.

47. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
haha nope.

48. WHAT DID YOU DO THIS MORNING?
learn tingxie

49. WHAT DID YOU LAST EAT?
granola bar

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
errr.. sometimes.

51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
er, chicken! :D

52. ANY BAD HABITS?
yup, plenty.

54. If YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
haha nope, i dont think so.

55. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL?
yeah):

56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
yup,

57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
haha, i shout cry and throw things. i tickle fight when i've a lot inside that i cant let go(:

58. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
i dont know.

59. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING?
cltohes

60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
i dont know, barbie?

61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
i dont know!

63. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
oh no no no (:

64. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT?
haha nah.

65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
haha.

66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
ridiculous.

67. SLEEP ON YOUR SIDE, YOUR BACK OR STOMACH?
all over la. mostly side.

68. YOUR FAVORITE TIME-WASTING ACTIVITY?
haha, wasting time!

69. HOT OR COLD?
hot, just like me! haha kidding.

70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
vanilla

71. ARE YOU A MORNING PERSON?
hell no

72. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE COLOR(S)?
red and green

73. WHO/WHAT DO YOU MISS MOST RIGHT NOW?
haha lots.

74. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE?
4):

75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
what?

76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO?
best day of my life, jesse mccartney

77. LAST THING YOU DRANK?
ribena

78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
my brothers friend who was calling him. brian, i think.

79. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?
appearance.

80. FAVORITE THOUGHT PROVOKING SONG?
..?

81. FAVORITE THING TO HATE?
you(:

82. FAVORITE DRINK(S)?
sweet stuff! milo sprite blah blah blah

83. FAVORITE ZODIAC SIGN:

84. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SPORT?
sleeping?

85. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR?
purple, really.

86. EYE COLOR?
hot pink.

87. HEIGHT?
19238012983091283092183901283km

88. SIBLINGS?
7 x 10^71823781297321 million

89. FAVORITE MONTH?
july

90. YOU LIKE SUSHI?
oh yes

91. LAST THING YOU WATCHED?
some chinese show

92. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
haha no day

93. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
haha, no la!

94. SUMMER OR WINTER?
spring :D

95. KISSES OR HUGS?
both, please(:

96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
Relationships

97. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT?
recess

98. WHO IS THE LEAST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
your mother's cousin's mother-in-law's grandmother's fifth uncle's grandson's daughter's bestfriend's boyfriend's sister's husband's secondwife's brother's friend's dog's previousowner's long lost kindergarten friend's grandmother. (:

99. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
NA(:

100. ANYONE IN LOVE WITH YOU?
dont think so la!

ifeeldepressed):

2007-02-02T20:03:00.000+08:00

thursday.
really really really boring. bio prac was horrid, i'm such a loser ): had mass english test after school, and then i went home. didnt do much. got pretty fup. slept late again.

friday.
oh, that's today. haha. school was pretty boring. errr. netball was oh-kay. didnt do much when i got home. tried out outfits in my room, i got so crazy i camwhored a bit. i look horrible. but whatever. oh yes, i opened a box of fererro rocher! 25 in a box <3 teh seks i tell you! i ate like 7. haha! some kind of screwed up diet, eh.

tomorrow!
i'm going out with dingy! woo hot date man :D i'm really really realy excited! hahhaha (: we're going to drop till we drop! and, b&j's or xlb! ah dillema dillema (x ohoh, and camwhore and camwhore and camwhore! hahahah and thennnn after that we'll rush down to church by 315 for ushering stuff (: and then at night i'll do homework and all that crap haha.

i have so much work on my list, it's not even funny ): yes i feel that heat. ): sucks man.

haha. my mood's been swinging like swing swing swing! crazy. haha. i guess i've been happy, but. i guess i haven't been happy more too. but oh wells (:

i've become very sluggy. which is bad.

2007-01-31T15:08:00.000+08:00

hello! hahaha.

monday
pretty boring. had chem test, it was okay. i was half asleep during tuition, i feel kinda bad. didn't do much at home, slacked a lot, and went to sleep late

tuesday
really boring too. was supposed to gym, but i needed to get my passport photo done, so oh wells, that kinda took up my gym time. i look like a freaggin illegal immigrant in the photo la! damnit >:( tv-ed, ate, read a bit then slept.

today
school was pretty boring. i'm starting to freak out for a math, i can't seem to do the stuff on my own, but when someone explains, it's like the answer's damn simple. ugh. i need to practise more.

oh yes, there're so many birthdays last week and this week, i shall put all my shoutouts here in one post. yup!

happy belated sweet sixteenth doralynn! <3
although we don't talk much anymore and blah blah, which kinda sucks, but nevermind, i'll never forget those times (: haha, and, you take care alright :D we should talk talk talk soon! (: happy birthday girl (:

happy belated birthday zebedee!
haha although i don't really know you, cept that you're from raffles, haha. anyways happy birthday! :D

happy belated birthday ale!
haha usherer womannn :D i love you! :D haha happy birthday girl! :D

happy birthday kelly tann!
though we're not close or whatever, but whatever! happy 15th (: have a happy happy day! :D

happy birthday grace wang!
haha have a happy 17th! (:

happy early birthday ian tan YUELIANG!
haha how old are you again? >.< anyways we havent talked for ages, you should fix your msn and be nicer and not so annoying! :D hahaha happy birthday korkorkorkor (:

happy early sweet sixteenth stace, big sis! :D
behhhh we haven't talked for so so so long, we should catch up soon yes! haha take care alright (: i love you bigsis! <3

i shall try not to blog on school weekdays :D oh yes :D

oh, you know what! haha vanesa and a few of us (jo, ongko, sam, plee, and er some others) are gonna do cip every sat! :D haha i shan't go into details. ohh wells. i'm really really really excited! :D:D:D:D:D:D

okay that's all goodbye :D

i never want to say goodbye.
but whatever
goodbye
goodbye to whatever that was, whatever that was.
and hello rocks, and whatever this is.
and maybe we'll find the true meaning of friendship
maybe this will become true friendship
and maybe then we'll know for ourselves what love is

2007-01-30T14:45:00.000+08:00

1. Have you ever shoved an almond up your nose?
ew no!

2. Have you ever just stopped thinking?
hmm. haha.

3. Have you ever ran into a glass door?
HAHA YA. when i was young, at _'s house! damn malu.

4. Have you ever let your mind drift and burst out in a completely random word and LOL?
YA. HAHAHAHA.

5. Have you ever ate lipbalm by accident?
ew, no!

6. Have you ever soaped yourself with shampoo or vice versa?
HAHA, no

7. Have you ever looked all around for something and realised it was in your hand?
yar :/

8. Have you ever recorded something and realised you didnt press the record button?
YES! :/

9. Have you ever pretended to know smth just to appear smart?
HEH HEH. (:

10. Have you ever gone in a lift and forgot to press the button and just waited til the doors opened again?
yar! :/

11. Have you ever choked on your own spit?
HAHA, ya.

12. Have you ever danced til you realised alot of people were staring at you?
AHAHHAHAHHAHA SHH! (x

13. Have you ever taken a bus and ended up at the causeway and realised oh shit.
huh? no.

14. Have you ever walked to somewhere and completely forgotten what you wanted?
YES! damn lot of times can!

15. Have you ever tried to drink from a straw and end up poking your eye or nose?
yes! sigh :/

16. Have you ever tried to find pictures in the texture of your ceiling?
HUH, NO?!?! HAHAHA WTH.

17. Have you never realised that abc and twinkle twinkle have the same tune?
DUH, HAHAHAHA.

18. Did you just try to sing it?
HAHA NO.

19. Have you ever tried to decipher the reason why "diamond in the sky" is in twinkle twinkle?
yar :/ cos the stars in the sky look like diamonds lar! cos they sparkle and they're pretty :D

20. Have you ever read too much into a song?
yar :/

21. Have you ever tried to flick a rubberband and end up flicking your own face?
HAHAHAHA YES, IT ALWAYS HAPPENS ):

22. Have you ever worn your left shoe on your right foot or vice versa?
YES):

23. Do people often shake their heads and walk away from you?
HAHAHHAA. no, they just nod their heads and go "okay", and pretend that the get what i'm saying. RIGHT, JOASH CHONG?!?!? >:(

24. Have you ever fallen out of your chair
HAHA, no :D

25. Did you actually really seriously do this test?
sort of!

blah blah blah :D

[x] Sleep with a stuffed animal
[ ] Eat sugary cereal for breakfast - I DONT EAT BREAKFAST LUH
[ ] WatchSaturday Morning cartoons
[x] afraid of the dark
[ ] Love the color pink
[ ] Never get in fights with your parents
[x] Think ice cream for lunch is perfectly reasonable
[x] Hug often
[x] Cry about stupid things
[x] Use the "sad eyes" on your parents
[ ] Have a goldfish as a pet - I WISH! ):
[x] Wear slippers
[x] Are attracted to shiny objects
[x] Think happy faces are cute
[x] Sometimes answer the phone bysaying, "Yellow?"
[ ] Shower less than three times a week
[x] Take bubble baths
[ ] Think it is fun tocatch bugs
[ ] Know how to take the stinger out of a bee
[ ] Use a lifejacket when you goswimming
[ ] Make daisy necklaces/braceletswhen you go to the park
[x] Love the game 'Rock, Paper,Scissors'
[ ] Listen to Britney Spears andN*Sync
[x] Watch Spongebob Squarepants
[x] Dream about going toamusementparks
[x] when im bored. i Like these surveys

Total: how much u got= 15

Now count up all your x's andmultiply it by 7.That is how childish you are.

HAHHA, I'M VERY CHILDISH, YAY! (:

[x] You know someone that cares aboutyou.
[ ] You have a girlfriend/boyfriend/fiancee/ husband/ wife.
[x] You have your own room.
[x] You own a cell phone.
[x] You have an ipod/ mp3 player.
[x] Your parents are still married.
[ ] You have more than 2 best friends.

T O T A L: 5

[x] You dress how you want to.
[x] You hang out with friends more than once a week.
[x]There is a computer and laptop in your house.
[ ] You have never been beaten up.
[ ] You never cry more than twice a month.
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[ ] Your room is big enough for you.
[ ] People don't use you for something you have.
[x] You have been to a concert.
[x] You laugh more than twice a day.

T O T A L: 6

[x] You have over 50 friends on Friendster.
[ ] You have pictures on myspace.
[x]Your parents let you have a Friendster
[ ] You have no problem in your studies.
[ ] You collect something normal.
[ ] People don't make fun of you to be mean.
[ ] You look forward to going to school.
[ ] You don't wish you were someone else.
[x] You do something after school at home/outside.
[ ] You always pass ALL the subjects in exams.

T O T A L: 3

[x] You family owns a car
[ ] You usually don't fight with your parents.
[ ] You are happy with your appearance/looks.
[ ] You aren't self-conscious at all.
[x] You have friends.
[ ] Your parents working salary monthly is more than $4000. - IDK
[x] You know your parents care and love you.

T O T A L: 3

[ ] You know what is going on in the world.
[x] You care about so many people.
[x]You are happy with your life.
[x] You usually aren't sick.
[x] You know more than one language.
[ ] You have a screen name.
[x] You've gotten awards/prizes/trophies before.
[x] You know the words to more than 5 songs.
[ ] You dont have any enemies at all.
[x] You are happy that you're living.

T O T A L: 7

Now count the number and multiply by 2.

MY LIFE IS 48% HAPPY.

HAHA THAT'S JUST LIKE MY CHINESE TEST, I MISSED A PASS BY JUST A TEENY BIT.

T A PIECE OF PAPER
AND NUMBER IT 1-11 (NO CHEATING)

SEE YOUR RESULTS AT THE END OF THE
TEST.

WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN
THE SUBJECT BAR.

1. WHAT SHADE OF HAIR DO YOU HAVE?
a) Dark
b) Light

2. OUT ON A DATE WOULD YOU WANT TO:
a) Go to a party?
b) Go out to eat?

3. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR OUT OF:
a) Baby-Pink
b) Yellow
c) Baby-Blue
d) Turquoise

4. PICK YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBY OUT OF:
a) Surfing
b) Skate-Boarding
c) Skiing

5. IF YOU COULD PICK A STORE OUT OF THE
FOLLOWING, WHICH WOULD IT BE?
a) Louie Vuitton
b) coach
c) againt all odds

6. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE PLACE OUT OF
THE FOLLOWING?
a) Hawaii
b) London
c) FLorida

7. IN THE SUMMER WOULD YOU RATHER GO
TO:
a) The Beach?
b) Somewhere Cooler?

8. WHAT IS YOUR BIRTHDAY MONTH?
a) January
b) February
c) March
d) April
e) May
f) June
g) July
h) August
i) September
j) October
k) November
l) December

9. WOULD YOU RATHER:
a) Chill at home
b) Go out with friends

10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE INSTRUMENT
OUT OF:
a) Guitar
b) Bass guitar
c) Drums
d) The Triangle

11) NAME A PERSON OF THE
OPPOSITE SEX

==== NOW MAKE A WISH! ====

**ANSWERS**
1. a. dark= sexy [5points] /
b. light = sweet [2 points]

2. a. go to a party = playful [2
points] /
b. go out to eat = romantic [5 points]

3. a. baby-pink = cute [2] /
b. yellow = loud [3]
c. baby-blue = cool [5]
d. turquoise = sexy [5]

4. a. surfing = active [2] /
b. skateboarding = determined [2]
c. skiing = daring [5]

5. a. Louie Vuitton = tasteful [7]
b. coach = laid back [2] /
c. againt all odds = stylish [5]

6. a. hawaii = you like being around
people [2]
b. L.. = You are quiet, and like the
cold [2]
c. florida = You like to party! [5] /

7. a. beach = tan, likes the sun [5] /
b. somewhere cooler = pale and
original [2]

8. a. January = popular [5]
b. February = lovely [2]
c. March = loud [2]
d. April = playful [5]
e. May = happy [5]
f. June = chills a lot [5]
g. July = smooth [2]
h. August = fun [5]
i. September = quiet [2]
j. October = out-going [2]
k. November = pimpin' it [5]
l. December = warm [2] /

9. a. home = quiet, romantic [5]
b. go out with friends =crazy [5] /

10. a. guitar = eye-catching [5]
b. bass-guitar = mellow [2]
c. Drums = loud [2] /
d. Triangle = crazy [5]

11. This person will fall in love with
you!

SCORES!!!!
UP TO 17= LOUSY GET A LIFE MAN

18-20=OKEY

21-35 = Rather ROMANTIC

36+ = SUPER ROMANTIC... U ROCK !

NOW REPOST THIS IN THE NEXT 2 MINUTES
AND YOU WILL HVE GOOD LUCK WITH YR
ANSWER FOR NUMBER 11

REPOST AS: HOW ROMANTIC R U? I GOT
(YOUR SCORE )

my results
1. a, dark - [sexy, 5]
2. i'm on a diet, freak. a, party - [playful, 2]
3. d, turquoise [sexy, 5]
4. i can't do all, but a, surfing, sounds funnest [active, 2]
5. i dont like all :D but whatever, a, lv [tasteful, 7]
6. b, london [you are quiet, and like the cold, 2]
7. a, beach [tan (what bull!), likes the sun, 5]
8. g, july [smooth, 2]
9. b, go out [crazy, 5]
10. a, guit [eye-catching, 5]
11. your boyfriend [OMGGGGHAHHAHAHA]

HAHA MY SCORE'S 40, i'm rather romantic! HAHA, although i dont see how the questions of the quiz evaluates how romantic i am or not, but whatever la! haahhaha.

the WHO's the WHERE's the WHEN's and the HAVE YOU EVER's.

The Who's
Who was the last person to hug you?
haha i dont know! shakti or esa.
Who did you talk to last?
my mother i guess?
Who saw you cry last?
haha dno.
Who's your funniest friend?
haha shakti?
Who made you cry last?
i can't remember!
Who was the first person you've ever crushed on?
HAHAHA! HE'S DAMN HOT NOW(:(:(: (AMAGAWD!) HAHHAHAHAHA.

The What's
What's the best way to spend Friday night?
going out.
What's your favorite pick-up line?
i'm too cool for pick-up lines lah :D
What are you wearing?
sch u.
What's the best snack in the world?
ICE CREAM?!
What's one of your weird quirks that nobody really understands?
er.. too many luh! hahhaha.
What's two thing that you must have?
LOVE AND FRIENDS
What is one turn-off when it comes to relationships?
MFs (:

The When's
When did you last do something illegal?
oh, never :D
When is the best time to watch a movie?
anytime :D
When do you like to sleep?
most of the time :D
When was the last time you laughed?
haha just now, but no one laughed with me ):
When do you want to get married?
early twenties.
When are you most happy?
when i've no reason to be sad.
When do you like to sing?
when i feel like it la!

The Have You Ever's
Have you ever swam in an ocean?
haha er fake one!
Have you ever accidentally locked yourself in a room?
haha nahh i dont think so
Have you ever burnt something while trying to cook?
HAHA, the food la!
Have you ever gone through a whole week without changing your clothes?
EW, THATS DAMN SICK. NO WAY LUH.
Have you ever tackled someone?
heh heh :D
Have you ever talked to yourself?
HAHA YA, I'M AN AUDIO LEARNER. AND I'M A NUTCASE. :D

HAHA OK, ive wasted too much time wasting time, so, bye! :D

2007-01-29T17:27:00.000+08:00

Don't Wanna Think About You
Simple Pimple Plan, haha.

Can you leave me here alone now
I dont wanna hear you say
That you know me
That I should be always doin what you say
Cause Im tryin' to get through today
And there's one thing I know

-Chorus-
I dont wanna think about you
or think about me
Dont wanna figure this out
I dont wanna think about you
or think about nothin'
Dont wanna talk this one out
I won't let you bring me down
'cause I know, I don't wanna think about you, don't wanna think about you

When I wake up here tomorrow
Things will never be the same
Cause I won't wait
Cause you won't change
And you'll always be this way
Now I'm gonna get through today
And there's one thing I know

-Chorus-
I dont wanna think about you
or think about me
Dont wanna figure this out
I dont wanna think about you
or think about nothin'
Dont wanna talk this one out
This time I won't let you bring me down
Won't let you shut me out
'This time I know, I don't wanna think about you

Run away, run away, running as fast as I can
Run away, run away, I'll never come back again
Run away, run away
(I don't wanna think about you
or think about me
Dont wanna figure this out
I don't wanna think about you
or think about me
Dont wanna talk this one out)

-Chorus-
I don't wanna think about you
or think about me
Dont wanna figure this out
I don't wanna think about you
or think about nothin'
Dont wanna talk this one out
This time I won't let you bring me down
Won't let you shut me out
'This time I know, I don't wanna think about you,
Run away, run away ,I dont wanna think about you
Run away, run away ,I dont wanna think about you
Run away, run away ,I dont wanna think about you
Run away, run away.....

haha and i get nowhere.
cos i'm running, running in circles.

2007-01-29T00:07:00.001+08:00

i seriously seriously seirously think i'm going crazy.

2007-01-28T16:45:00.000+08:00

i just cooked the nicest dinner ever!
hahahahhaha :D:D:D:D:D:D
(although it's deep fried oily and unhealthy)

:D:D:D:D:D

2007-01-28T15:41:00.000+08:00

you know what?
i don't know what to do (:

last night! packed up my room (MY MOTHER MESSED IT UP, I SWEAR). and did homework, until 12smth, when my brain decided to stop functioning. i had some screwed up dream, again. waking up from screwed up dreams is never a good way to start your day, really.

today! did e math a math in church the entire morning okay! with sarah chan mali chan. madness luh.

and now! i've to study chem. SIGH :/

i'm cheesed off. and confused. and stressed. and tired.
i shall eat my cookies. and go study chem. and sleep (:

i look so bad now :/ my hair's been so screwed up, and i'm flabby and my eyebags are huge. sick la!

photos!

ok i shall make food and eat and then study chem HEH. bye!

2007-01-27T21:44:00.000+08:00

helloooooooooooo!

haha i had lots of fun this morning (: kara! :D and your funny bargaining tactic! (x hahaha and and, i love the stuff we bought! (x haha we should make this a monthly affair! that'll be like coolness. i love you girl! though we didn't talk that much about ermmm stuff. sorry man once i'm tired my brain doesnt function anymore (x maybe next time we should eat and talk first then go shop! ;D hahaha. i love you girl! thanks for today! (: ohoh send me pics soon okay! :D:D:D

church was interesting. and, heh! thank God i'm single (: being single isn't that bad afterall, eh! hahas(: chill time was interesting, oh, the food was good! (: very very yummy (:

and it dawned upon me. other than self satisfaction, it's quite stupid to want to be hot pretty sexy and what not. it doesn't gain the respect of anyone. in fact, it makes guys respect you less. i think being pretty needs responsibility. and wisdom. not that i know, i'm deffinately not anywhere near pretty. but i bet it's complicated. i think pretty girls are misunderstood. everyone thinks they're slutty and all that rubbish. but, think of it. put yourselves in their shoes. they have so many choices to make, so many pressures and expectations. okay nevermind, i dont think i'm making sense. or maybe i am. think about it.

i re-started my diary for the dno-what-th time, i'll journal every other day la huh! all the personal stuff. hahaa. i don't like blogs. you can't speak your mind about what you really want to talk about.

next week, i shall slack no more! i've already planned out MOST of my days. nicole ding! our date! next saturday! woo. 7 more days :D i'm counting down! (x hahaha.

i'm numb. but the ironic thing is that i FEEL numb. so i'm not really that numb. but. i'm numb.

doesn't make sense right! life is such a mystery. confusion! diffusion! osmosis!

i should go do homework now. so much homework lah ): i just realised i have a lot of homework, and i have to study for chem test too. i don't get chem. and i don't get logs and whatever it is we're doing for e math. i am soooo dead. God help me!

ciao!

and the truth is..
even though i'm surrounded by friends. i feel so alone.
..always a mystery.

2007-01-26T20:12:00.000+08:00

hello! haha i've been so lazy lately. i need timetables and schedules and motivation manxzxzx!

yesterday.

jo and i are the coolest seating partners ever. most of the things on jo's table are green, lime green, to be exact. and my table? red <3 and so, we're green and red! it's really really really cool. i love green and red! i love jo!

school was damn boring. i really hate thursdays, the way they line up the subjects is really really really sian. first off, you start the day with two periods of english! ms bong's voice and everything's sooooo nice and perfect and everything, it makes me sleepy. and then! e math. followed by a math! siao man. then it's recess, thank goodness! and then, two periods of physics! ultimate boredom. followed by two periods bio spa?! it's just boring after boring after very very boring, sigh!

went home, wasted a lot of time. bathed late. slept late.

today!

chinese test was hard ):

a math test was even harder! okay maybe it wasn't hard, just that i had such a bad mental block, i totally forgot how to do everything, and i only remembered when it was time to hand up the paper. damnit damnit damnit!

mrs seetoh changed the class layout from two seaters to three in a row! so now it's seeyue the seesaw seaweed and jo and me! :D coolness manxzxzx. hahaha.

netball after school. ayee.. haha.

cooked my own dinner! it was disgusting, as always.

i'm so excited for tmr, i'm finally meeting kara! (: hahas (:

i know this is gna sound really.. whatever. but. i seriously can't decide what to wear! >:( it's been like that for the past few weeks. nothing seems to look that good! it's either i've worn it too much, or i'm sick of it, or i look really bad and/or fat in it. and, damnit! i hate feeling fat man ): seelah seelah! binge binge binge on anything and everything i can get my hands on. now i'm like superlargekingkong size. jksljdalksjd!

i'm going to sleep early tonight. i'm sososososo tired, my head feels airy.

J-J-J-JO-ANN! my dear manager, i have business to talk about! i was trying out stuff just now, and i found this black skirt that goes damn well as a tube dress, with a necklace. it's super hotttt to pose in luh! glam glam glam. and, i'm collecting my dress tomorrow night! :D we should meet soon, to konica! i'm feeling damn posy tonight, if only we were having a sleepover right now! :/ anyways, i don't care! once i lose some weight and clear my screwed up complexion (which is like never! but nevermind) you meiyan and i should go konicaing! yes? (: and and, our shopping trip! on 10th feb! i'm sooo looking forward to it :D:D:D:D shopping with you is like shopping with my twin (the sane-er me!) HAHAHA. i love you babe! <3 and in the words of er.. anon, "YOU LOOK HOT!" <333

SAM! I LOVE OUR PHOTO! YOU LOOK DAMN CHIO. I LOVE YOU GIRLGIRL! <3

and, just for fun, here's a pic with kat nava and me at lesley's house, which was taken long long ago in p6! hahaah.

HAHAHAHHAHAHA!

byebye world! (:

Stronger Than That
by Megan

Don't hold me up,
I can hold my own,
Don't think that I need,
Your arms as my home.

You hurt me, so?
Don't think that I lack,
The power inside,
I'm stronger than that.

I forgave you, ok?
I want to forget,
But sometimes its hard,
I do get upset.

But don't you worry,
I'm getting it back,
The heart that you broke,
I'm stronger than that.

so, next time when,
You worry about me,
Don't waste your time,
Just look and you'll see.

I hold my head up,
So you know for a fact,
I won't let you hurt me,
I'm stronger than that.

2007-01-25T16:33:00.000+08:00

thanks esabelle (:
for everything
you know, you really picked me up
i love you to bits girl! <3

2007-01-24T22:40:00.000+08:00

i'm tireddd!

and i hate that sight, that smell.
and the colour.
it just totally freaks me out
and now what's left are shameful random rough lines,
frickin itchy during class
wasnt benificial,
in fact it was pretty pointless
but other than leaving its mark
it didnt do any harm anyways.
may they never see the light of day!

and i dont like the new smell
smells like chemicals.
i miss the old smell,
smelled so darn sweet

it's dead, completely dead
decomposing, infact.
and yet, when it's cut in two
it bleeds bright red.
irony?

i've been a lazy girl once again, i didn't do the stuff i was supposed to! :/

and i'm going to sleep(:

2007-01-24T14:52:00.000+08:00

i have been extremely unproductive this week
i've been feeling lazy, got a problem? :D

and i almost finished a box of chocolates ytd
but nah, it wasnt from the fridge so it didn't taste as good as it should.
so i just took 4 :D
van houten macadamias!
roasted macadamia nuts in van houten milk chocolate (: <3
DAMN NICE i tell you.
i have no idea why we have so many boxes of these at home
i keep on finishing them, box by box, LOL.
i reckon this is the last box
but not to worry, there's a box of fererro rocher
and it's pretty big
woo! chocolate <3
my happy pills (:

i am such a digresser.

anyways!

this is the season of subractions and divisions.
but ack. it's not that bad(:
cos i can feel the season of additions and multiplications coming! :D
in fact it's partially here, in some sense.
God is good (:

and i dont care if you catch no ball
cos i wasnt throwing any at you in the first place(:
dont think too highly of yourself!
and i hope you caught that,
cos that's the only ball i'm ever gna throw at you ever! xP

though the sorrow may last for the night
His joy comes in the morning (:

i love my friends (:

and, thanks coeway! haha, i don't know if it's just me or what, but you've changed, lol! (: thanks so much for being there and everything la hahas.

i can't wait for my date with kara on saturday! :D we can talk talk talk talk, camwhore camwhore camwhore eat eat and shop. talk the most, eat and shop the least, we shall try! hahaha. i love karamanafarta smurfy babe! <3 dirty little secrets >:)

ESABELLE! don't stress out okay! all the best for your softball comp thingy, i'm sure you'll do fine! no stress okay! i'll be praying for you. i haven't prayed for people for a very long time, and i'll be praying for you okay! that means that you're a special girl :D hahaha. and lax bout studies la, just try your best k? (: and like i've said, even if one day you become fat ugly stupid and whatever, i'll still love you loads! (: you'll still have me as your friend yar yar yar! :D hahas (:

woo i'm gna exercise after i finish my history and amath :D
gym or run?! we'll see how the weather goes (:

5! we havent camwhored yet! :/ we should go out soon or something, okay? :D

haha oh, pe today was funny. basketball! haha but now my toes hurt! and i realised, i can't dribble for nuts! :/ OHWELLS. hahaha. and i just realised, i have issues with erm issues. hahhaha. if that made any sense!

lit test was.. erm.. okay la. i think i'm not going to do very well though! :/ oh wells haha.

i need to change the songs in my phone, yes i do!

shakti is damn funny. i asked her to write me a letter during class, and she wrote me the funniest randomest letter ever!

class still isn't the same without meiyan and wilona and jinnie around ):

and cheryl lim! ): i miss your presence in class, although you're so quiet in class! it's just not the same without your presence in class :/ i miss you girl!

i think i'm feeling damn random today.

my diet isn't going too well at all!
i should actually plan out a plan.
so i'll actually have something to go by!
oh yes i should (:

i have a secret
but i'm not too sure about it.

some friend was asking me if i go kap after sch
and i was like no, cos blahblahblah.
then he asks me if i go town instead
and im like no, i go home.
to eat homework gym sleep slack.
DAMN, i have no life.

HOMEWORK! hahaha.

2007-01-22T18:42:00.000+08:00

HELLO! (((:

hahas. sunday was pretty boring, nothing much happened! hahas.

today was pretty boring too! well, kinda. hahas. no homework today :D:D:D:D:D well, kinda lah. hahaha. there was poetry recital after school, it was hmm pretty interesting la :D ahaha. i'm gna sleep early tonight! :D

haha i wna do shoutouts so WOO!(:

mag! haha darling! (: so sad manxzxzx the daisy died ): anyways thanks for the company and all! :D hahahs hughug (:

CHAR! i miss you lar! feels weird to like not see you around on saturday and all :/ take care alright woman! (: hope to see you around more alright! (: <3

dingy! hahahs oh man, i know i've said this u948718623782193890813905 times, but man! i really cant wait for our date la! haha like clothes and company and madness and talking and photos and food and shoes and all, woo! and thanks for your letter! haha i shall reply you tonight :D hahaha come back from your dinner soon okay! :D:D:D:D:D love you woman! <3 (ohhh, we should think of where to go! xD)

kara! smurfy, so sorry about saturday! ajskdljalkd rawr i need to talk to you. i kinda. broke a promise that we made each other some time ago in sec one. it's kinda strange to tell you but i'll erm tell you next time i see you online alright! haha hope to meet up and talk soon <3 i love you girl <3

jo! desk partner, yo! :D thanks for putting up with my crazy moodswings! from sky high to lowdown emo femo. and thanks for all the help in class. it's nice studying with you! :D it's like there's connection (: and haha i must say, you've really matured a lot in your actions and thoughts and like in the things you say. and, some things you've said have really struck me man! so. thank you (: oh, and sorry about today! bleah i forgot about our diet ): we shall diet proper tomorrow! :D:D:D:D woo exciting :D

shakti! ahaha the random nice and clever woman who sits in front of me in class and somewhere around me in physics. see see i wrote a shoutout for you! :D:D:D:D:D:D thanks for making me smile all the time (:(:(:(:(:

kat! thanks for being sucha sweetie all the time and for the company and advise and all and for all the hugs and stuff. love ya kat! :D <3

and to sue, kukupi, buddy. thanks (: love you guys! <3

haha after the chinese show i'm going to bathe and then write dingy's letter and then do some history until my hair dries and then i shall go to sleep :D

And our scars remind us that the past is real

2007-01-20T22:08:00.000+08:00

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

hello! :D

friday, school was pretty alright! poor mrs pandian didn't come again, she must be rather sick! ): get well soon! (: hahas.

had netball after school, miss icantspellhersurname trained us, it was rather good! and, darn, i'm such a lousy senior. the new sec1's can throw better balls then me! damn embarrassing. hahahha.

went home, slacked. then i went out with jo. i had a great time jo! frankly i haven't had fun like that this year at all, lol! thanks for patiently waiting for me to try on this and that and this and that, and then not buying it in the end -.- haha! i love you jojo (: ohhh, and i went back to get the dress today, but i just bought it, and it's still with the shop cos the lady's gna alter the thing for me cos the zip was a bit screwy. and guess what! i saw that son of a gun salesman again. he looked scared when he saw me. i glared at him. stupid asshole! had the balls to tell me my _s were small.

today! met mag to get the dress. my dad thought i was going to meet my SOCALLED boyfriend. wth la! nobody wants me la please, no need to rub it in can! >:( waliao. so. at first he said he was gna fetch me there. and then he said he was gna follow me? aiya forget it i shant go into details. basically he followed me until i met mag and then he left shortly after. i love my daddy anways, i know his intentions were good, although he really shouldn't have done that. he gave us a lift to the mrt later on, thanks daddy!

had lunch at kfc. did homework in church, went for service, kind of celebrated jingyi's birthday, had dinner at kfc, went home, did things. i shall spare you (and myself) the details.

i'm tired of defending myself.
i'm sick of explaining.
everyone needs someone to blame.
so point your finger at me all you want.
tell the world, share the "love"
i've run out of words for you.
i've learnt my lesson.
the more you defend yourself,
the more people will blame you, or someone else
so it's always best to stfu, bring some peace
ha. ha. ha.
what you see may or may not equal to what you get.
nothing feels right.

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything seems like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know your alive

2007-01-20T10:56:00.000+08:00

STACE STACE!

i found the pictures we lost :D

http://s20.photobucket.com/albums/b248/eunicegye/my%20pics/STACIE%20291205/

<3

and the dress is white! :D
and i'm going to get it in half an hours time! :D
i hope mag gets one too! (x

see you at web? <3

2007-01-19T21:24:00.000+08:00

I SHOULD HAVE BOUGHT THAT DRESS! :/
i just realised it's damn nice
and it fits damn well
shit i'm super slow.
i'm sooo going back there tomorrow.
and i'm sooo going to buy that dress
oh yes i am! :D

yay hahaha i'm a happy girl :D

i just dont love you no more

2007-01-16T23:32:00.000+08:00

thank You for the stars tonight, they were lovely <3
today wasn't too awesome. but aiya if everday were awesome then awesome wouldn't be special anymore right! right.

mark lim's surprise party was funny! we were hiding outside the back door waiting for mark and sue to come so that we could surprise mark. and then! they came from behind us! -.- hahahaha. but he was surprised anyways cos he didn't recognise us until he was right in front of us. so, yay! haha. settler's cafe is pretty interesting, the food's quite nice! and it's such a typical mark lim and trailblazers and galvin and tms kind of hangout la! board games and card games and food. SOOO TYPICAL. the bean bag was super duper comfortable :D

i don't feel like doing homework ):

but whatever. i'll do what i can.

this weeks memory verse!
it came like super aptly.

proverbs 3:5, 6
"Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight."

(:

ICREDEVIRRA! >;D

2007-01-15T20:22:00.000+08:00

some random thingy i got off erm friendster bulletin! hahahah.

IF YOU GET MORE THAN 30 YOUR PARANOID.IF YOU GET 11 TO 20 YOU ARE PRETTYNORMAL.IF YOU GET 10 OR LESS YOU'RE FEARLESS.PEOPLE WHO DON'T GET ANY ARE JERKS WHOWANT PEOPLE TO THINK THEY AREKINGSHIT/TOUGHSTUFF.everyone fears something. you just haveto find the right thing.I FEAR...

[x] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[x] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[x] heights
[x] cats
[x] birds
[ ] fish
[ ] ants
[ ] driving
[ ] flying
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[x] dark water
[x] the ocean
[x] failure
[ ] success
[x] thunder/lightning
[x] frogs/toads
[ ] my boy/girlfriends/boy/girlfriends dad
[ ] my
boy/girlfriends/boy/girlfriends mom
[x] mice/rats
[x] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] cotton balls
[x] cemeteries
[x] clowns
[ ] large crowds
[x] crossing bridges
[x] death
[ ] Heaven
[x] being robbed
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibility
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[x] tornadoes
[x] hurricanes
[x] diseases
[x] snakes
[x] sharks
[x] shots
[ ] friday the 13th
[ ] poverty
[ ] ghosts
[ ] halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains or railroads
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[x] being alone
[x] being blind
[x] being deaf
[ ] growing up
[ ] monsters under my bed
[x] creepy noises in the night
[x] bee stings
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[x]needles
[x] blood
[x] someone you love or care about
getting hurt
[x] someone you love or care about
hurting you
[ ] love

school was alright. mrs pandian didn't come so we had free periods! slacked in class, fooling around (x had tuition after school. oh man, i haven't heard that kind of hardcore lightning fast chinese for 2 hours straight for such a long time! i almost fell asleep while she was talking to me like a few times. HEH.

i just realised how much i love where i sit in class. next to me is jo. sitting next to her's cool (: and i've explained why before. (pssst woman print our lollipop photo larhxzxzx :D and yay to our not very steady recess and exercise plan! ) oh but i forgot to include. behind is is sam and ongko. ongko's very slow, it's hillarious. sam's funny :D and in front of us is shakti. she's so funny, she's teaching us tamil words. like, i know how to say "hello crazy fish" in tamil, which is really funny (x and in front of shakti is esabelle! who's always sleepy (x and far far away in the land of the other end of the back of the class, sits kat teh kool! man i love this girl. it's like though we're not very close and we hardly meet and talk, but when we do, we can talk about like personal things. and she's like. the sweetest woman on earth la! man i love this girl :D

tomorrow's gna be such a fun day! :D as in, after school la, that is. haha :D

thanks dingy for guestblogging! heh (:

kara! lunch date soon k! (: i love you girl <3

ok i have to go now i have important things to do, uh huh! bye :D

2007-01-15T20:12:00.000+08:00

hello alien's from planet earth,its NICOLE DING again.blogging for Eunice Goh Yi En cause she blogged for me too! :D:D
anyhowww,we've got a date coming up!THIRD OF FEB,2007! (:
SAY 'YAYYY'!!
WHOOOOOOOOOO! :D
my first date of the year with you! xD
HEH HEH. shopping,eating,talking,camwhoring! :D:D:D:D

i love you la eunice goh yi en the ear-gold-DIGGER!!
DINGGOH & GOHDING.HOW COOL!
LOVE!XOXO (:

2007-01-14T18:34:00.000+08:00

hello! haha.

yesterday! i woke up late, haha! nothing's new about that huh. met mag, nicole tan, and syahir for lunch! vivian and her sister and eunice lim joined us later on. then, we headed to church! hahas. mag, nicole tan and i were doing math. and omg! i'm really really bad at amath. suzanne helped me! it was so funny. hahha. we were like totally going crazy. hrms. and then service! it was pretty interesting. spoke to me. haha. finally _. hmmmmm. dinner after that. went banquet with mag, denise seah, kristy, nicole tan and.. okay sorry i have bad memory. it was pretty interesting! hahhaa. went back to church, didn't do much math. talked to 5. thanks 5! haha woo i love my kor (: and pls lor, your math answer was WRONG! haha. talk soon again yar! (: ohhh we should go out soon :D like movies and studying and talking and photos! :D oh yes we should! hahaha. oh yar back to last night. those funnyfunny people were playing the number game? and zephy had to do forfeits, it was SOOO funny. hahahaha! (x

today.

woke up late, AGAIN! haha. did MATH, again! with mag and dingy and other people. er.. i cant rmb what happened alrd la! nothing much though. oh! thanks gena for helping me with my a math, you make it so simple! hahaha. thanks! (:

okay that's all (:

ohhhhh. havent been spending much time with dingy! ): so sad right. havent met much, havent really talked much. and it's even worse cos school's started for me and i'm not coping that well, and she's working! so like. SADNESS MANZXZXXZ ): so! on the 3rd feb, which is abouttttttttt 2 weeks away, we're going to have our first date of 2007! :D hahaha. we're gna go on a shopping spree! and talk and eat and camwhore :D woo! so till then, we're like both saving up :D hahahah. oh man i'm so gna make a shopping list!

1. SKIRTS
2. HOTSHORTS
3. HEELS!
4. TOPS!
5. BELTS
6. LONGLONGLONGNECKLACES
7. MATCHING ACCESSORIES WITH DINGY (:

and i kinda have in mind what i wna want alrd! (x and notice that they all end with S? man! i've really got to save up (x and be a good girl! (x

AND I NEED TO GET MY ASS ON THE TRACK AND RUN RUN RUN DAMNIT. my ass is getting bigger than the moon! and my thighs are softer than TIMSEOW'S INJURED ARM?! but tim's injured and he just went through an op so he cant move his arm so duh the muscles there will poof and so his arm's soft like HAHA soft. it's seriously damn funny though (x like, SOFT MEDIUM HARD. ok you wont get it. nehmine! but anyways. i've no excuse? i really need to exercise and tone up and hotten up DAMNIT.

i shall save money and exercise instead of binge!

my cooking sucks! i tried to cook dinner for myself. it was a total disaster ): i wouldn't be surprised if i laosai later ): klasjdlaksjdla. damnit! ):

i just realised i'm wearing fbts and secone shirt. okay, i'm gna wear my socks and shoes, grab my bottle and mp3 and head to the gym!

OH! peter! the lizard's FRICKIN big now! HAHAHAHAHHAA.

burn that ass baby! (x

P.S. nj girls! wilona meiyan jinnie! you're all terribly missed ): school's just not the same without the three of you ):

2007-01-12T21:35:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eVFF98kNg8Q&NR

2007-01-12T19:29:00.000+08:00

hello to the world that Eunice lives on and to the people that read her blog!
and yes,its NICOLE DING AGAIN! (: (: (:
HAHAHA.

im B-O-R-E-D and so i decided to update Eunice's blog for her :D :D :D
anyhow,EUNICE GOH YI EN! (: IM GNA SEE YOU TMR.YES TMR! in like less than 20 hrs time! WHOOOOOO! exciting or what? LOL. (:
and ah,dont be emo emo emo okay!heh heh you can crush me.HAHA IM KIDDING.
you can crush spongey & boby! im sure they wouldnt mind!heh heh heh xD

and YAY,I DO LOVE YOU.ALOT :D
see you tmr my dear! (: (: (:

XOXOXOXOXO & LOTSA LOVEEEE,
KNEEE-COLEEE (:

2007-01-11T20:19:00.000+08:00

hellooooo.

i'm feeling strange.

basically i've gone all the way back to square one.
kinda like sec one life.
and perhaps worse.

i've said whatever there is to say
it's in your hands now.
our friendship is in your hands.
treasure it? throw it away? put it aside?
it's up to you.
there's nothing much i can do

life's been pretty dull.
a bit dramatic here and there.

school's been pretty boring
i don't really like how they line up our subjects.

but i kinda like sitting next to jo
it's a good balance of fun and seriousness
and i don't feel too stupid sitting next to her
cos we're both of about the same standards.
well, kinda.
ok fine she's much smarter than me.
my benfit anyways :D

indices is confusing.
amath's been alright.
bio's okay so far.
chem's been.. boring. content's manageable, it's mostly recap of last years stuff. a bit confusing sometimes la.
physics's been alright.
chinese.. a bit boring. i miss zhanglaoshi! tuition starts next week.
english's been alright. the teacher's.. intesting.
social studies has been okay i guess. but the lesson feels rushed :/
lit's been interesting. but i'm not really very confindent.
history's been fine. but it still feels like lessons havent started proper yet.
pe's.. ok luh. but i need to work out. like seriously.
recess has been pure gluttony. ah, i shouldn't eat just cos there's food! like even though i'm not hungry, but instead, feeling VERY full! ajskdljals. bad bad bad habbit/obsession ):

haven't been managing my time very well.
been sleeping late.
eyebags and eyerings are back
it's only now that i realise they disappeared during the hols.

had an outbreak, i think.
and i've been getting headaches.
and KCs.
go figure.

i have to control myself.

it feels very very very very very weird..?
i don't know. i'm just not very used to it.
like. being completely single.
and not crushing/obsessing anyone
AT ALL.
it's just. i don't know! so unlike me.
but it's not my fault all the guys are gay or taken or NA!

okay, i'm tired :/
i'm going to do social studies and chem prac wb
and then i'm going to SLEEP!

2007-01-10T19:37:00.000+08:00

hello! haha yay new layout :D i think this layout looks pretty random and lame, but nyehh! xP it's cute and i like it so whatever :D

oh, but like, the only thing i don't like about it is the blogger search bar thing or whatever it's called on the top of the page. but i don't know how to remove it! askldaskjdkla >:( anyone care to help me, PLEASE? :D THANKS HUITING! ;D

anywaysss!

this week's been rather busy. okay not really, but kind of.

monday.

nothing much happened. haha.

yesterday.

had chinese book test. it was rather hard! ):

went to westmall with kat and ivfen! got to know them better, and yup! had a good time :D went to macs and did homework for quite a while. man, i usually only do things like that during exam period! wahseh, see what sec3's doing to me! ): i'm a bimbotic geek, with no life, wth ): HAHAHAHAH OK ENOUGH RUBBISH. anyways! haha we were like eating non stop for the whole entire day la!

here's my food recap, hahaha.

recess - shenmian.
lunch - mash potato and mayo chicken.
after school - er the chinchao thing.
westmall - sotongbody. bubble tea. chicken wings. macs icecream. fries. home - chicken wings. wangwang. ribena.

my goodness la! pure gluttony. ok actually i ate more than that, just that my memory's not very good so haha oh wells.

hmm. continuing! took the train back with kat. talked :D haha. mummy came to fetch me at clementi mrt. slept late that night! ): cos i kept on procrastinating about doing my work and all ): man i'm such a loser.

today.

hmm. had height and weight during pe. it's either i got shorter, or i didn't grow. but either way, i'm still short! ): sad man. hahaha. oh but i didn't put on weight. actually i keep on putting on and then losing 2 kg. haha! but after i lose it i put it back on :/ OHWELLS. hahaha. hmm nothing much intersting happened today. oh! and i've quite a lot of homework to do today, AGAIN! ajsdalksjdlja. sianness la.

i ate a lot today too! aklsdjalskd ):

recess - nasi bryani
lunch - (omg embarrassing) grilled chicken foldover. cheeseburger. chicken drumstick. a lot of wangwang
dinner - rice. 2 chicken wings. fish. er.. brocolli. luohanguo drink!

i'm like frickin bloated now la.

EH OH YA. happy birthday nat chin! although we're not close at all and i don't think you come here. happy birthday anyways!

tomorrow!

i can predict what will happen, wahahahha! :D kind of la. haha ok actually not really. but still, KIND OF! (x

oh but i know there's going to be some english test to band us according to our standards of english for english class. oh and EAGLES has to stay back after school to meet mrs phua for idontknow what.

friday!

hmm. supposed to help mrs yue with cca registration, i think i get to skip class! :D ohoh, i was thinking of joining oac? like on top of netballclub. but i'll have to check out like the details and all, i'm not sure if i can commit. but oh man it sounds like so much fun! anyone wna join with me? (x netball after school.

I NEED TO SLEEP EARLIER! ): my body's not very happy with the amount of sleep i'm getting. and i'm really starting to look really really really bad! jkakhlfkjahdslf.

i should go now, i've already wasted 5 hours! :0 >< >:(

oh yes and by the way
TAG LA PEOPLE
my tagboard's like how freaggin dead.

you don't define me

[edit]
i was reading through my archives.
and..

haha.

to the friendships that.. you and i both know aren't the same anymore.
to those whom i've once loved.
i miss those times.
~~i miss you.~~
i wish things could get better.
i mean, our friendship, of course.
but.
it's really up to you i guess.

to those whom i've drifted from.
i miss those times.
let's catch up soon.
and keep in touch.
i miss you.
and i love you so very much.

and to some.
why?

[/edit]

2007-01-08T22:16:00.000+08:00

i found some photos (: and i feel like uploading them so there!

i have a headache ):
stupid dayima.

anyways, asstee.
sorry i didn't think before speaking that night.
i should've sorted out my thoughts clearly and all first.
and i guess on my part,
i'm sorry for expecting so much.
perhaps too much.
sorry i haven't been very understanding.
either way.
i'm always here for you.
i love you my dear <3

and to the king of cheemology.
thanks for trying to help
thanks for. everything.
for your risk, your sacrifice
and i'm sorry things are they way they are now.
i'm very sorry.

and to mr noob mastah.
thanks. for being there, for tollerating and putting up with all my rubbish,
and.. thanks for everything.
sorry i keep on bugging you.
but ya. thanks! <3

and kat.
thanks so so so much.
for being sooo sweet and everything.
even though we're not like extremely close.
but hey, we're "stuck" with each other for the next 2 years (:
bigbigbigbigbig hug tomorrow okay! <3

i can smell my neighbour's food
it smells damn good.
it's shenmian.
oh man, smells so darn good.

oh wait. it's my mother's maggie noodles.
CHEY. cheat my feelings.

i was just looking through my photos, and damn! i have sooooo many spastic unglam photos la! oh man one of these days i'll upload them all HAHAHA. like on some funny day. international unglam photos day! or something like that. hahahaha.

okay i'm getting crappy.

i should actually get down to work now. haha.

I JUST HAVE TO TELL SOMEONE THIS.
THEY'RE ENGAGED! (X
congrats! :DDD

2007-01-07T23:24:00.000+08:00

the whole of today's been screaming etl at me.
i guess sometimes i should really just stfu.

2007-01-06T21:34:00.000+08:00

hello world.

sec one orientation camp was pretty alright. generally enjoyed myself. the teachers and PBs and SLs did a good job! woo! and well yeah the sec one girls sure did improve aaaaalot. so yes. thank You Jesus. oh, but it was damn tiring la. but. yala i must say. God is good.

today. went to school early early in the morning to clean up the campfire and all. hahas. it was pretty tiring, considering that i already pretty tired. moodswinged as always, haha. we went to btp kfc after that and had lunch and did our day2 evaluation. then i went to meet mab at the bus stop so she could pass me something. thanks mabel! :D hahas headed to church after that. slept during service :/ actually not really, i was resting but i was listening haha. it was pretty interesting. lol.

aiya. i'm lazy to continue.

basically nothing worth gossipping about has happened recently so you can stop reading here thank you byebye and goodnight.

i'm just. really disappointed.
reality hits hard.
i'm not who i thought i was to you
i'm not really who you make me feel like i am to you
and like. "you" refers to so many dear ones.
oh and sorry i cant sentence structure properly, i'm tired.
but then again. whatever, it's just you i'm talking to.
haha.
ETL (:
what a fool.

not that i'm all great and perfect.
but i really don't see what i did to deserve this.

and like. aiya. whatever la. blogging it out is pointless and stupid.

and no bestie i'm not referring to our friendship. i love you <3

2007-01-06T10:04:00.000+08:00

spongey on the left,boby on the right (:
spongey loves boby,nicole loves eunice! <3

hello eunice's world n her blog readers (:
heh its Nicole again :D and eunice doesnt know that im blogging for her! hahaha. so dont tell her,lol (:

anyyyywayyy, EUNICE GOH YI EN! im gonna see you in like 5 hours time or so! (:
and just in case u didnt know,spongey misses boby alot alot alot,he told me that he thinks of boby and you everynight! (: heh heh heh.
holidays hurrrry come,then we can have another stayover & more fun under the covers! (:
yay yay yay! :D

for now,i'll see you in church,yes? I LOVE YOU MY SEXY WOMANNN! (: <3

2007-01-03T20:31:00.000+08:00

oh man i just spent like 2 hours on the previous post! hahahaha (x

first day of school!
today was quite an okay today.
the class is pretty okay. the scholars seem nice! (:
let's see which teachers i can remember. our form, SS, and elective lit teacher is mrs setoh. co-form and CL is the chinese teacher who gave us oral sometime last year, i think. e math is mrs joyce ang. a math is mrs poh! xD woo sure get A1, LOL! history is MRS PANDIAN! woo! 4 years! (x sciences.. one is Ms Susan Thomas who's become Mrs S McDoo.. something. one is Ms Or. and one is.. some new teacher, can't rmb her name! haha that's about all i can rmb for now la. hahaha.
i'm.. pretty okay with the class and all la i guess

JO! my temporary (and hopefully permenant!) seating partner! :D thanks for the earrings, i love them! from the bottom of my heart, i really do! i'll wear them alot! :D and take lots of photos with them on, and then post them online for the whole world to see :D i love you babe! 4 years together, woo! :D ohohoh, and don't forget to help me print our lollipop photo and our hands-heart photo! :D :D :D :D

oh yes and guess what people! jojo said i lost weight and i look diety (and pale)! HAHAHAHA. although i KNOW for a fact that i DIDNT LOSE WEIGHT, i shall take this positively and be somewhat happy about it! :DD:D:D:DD:D:D:D:D:D yaye. hahahahha. i think i was pale cos i only got a few hours of sleep ):

had meeting and worship practise after school. it was.. haha. it seemed REALLY long!

woo sec one orientation camp tomorrow and friday! it's going to be a blast! :D woo! don't miss me too much ah! (but don't forget to miss me k! xD)

okay i'm going off now haha!

2007-01-03T19:43:00.000+08:00

this post goes out from eunice goh yi en to lim min mabel, lin min! :D
my bestest best friend <3
i hope this cheers you up! :D:D:D:D:D
and brightens your week!:D

(i bet we've all seen these pictures like 9823091823098120948091823 times before, but yes, WHATEVER :D i can't possibly turn back time and take more, can i? so. TOO BAD xP)

so let's go back to primary 3 days :D when we first met :D haha we were so cute and chubby then :D hahaha.

and then, p5! our super duper ultra toot toot days. hahahahha.

and then sec1! where it all begain :D where we became the SESAME TWINS. which evolved to ST, which then evolved to ASSTEE :D

and more camwhoreing fun! :D

we still looked quite erm.. bad! haha.
completely sleep depriven and all.
ESPECIALLY ME! ):
my red-nose-reindeer-ness days (x
oh wells oh wells.

those were the rather innocent days man.

the only issues we had then were our parents! lol.

aiya that's about it la!

and then last year :D
year 2006

the year when all the drama started.

the year which we were in different classes ):
the year where we kept drifting and then getting close
the year where we're slowly getting prettier and prettier! (and hottER and hottER, HAHAHA.)
relationships. family. friends. school. and all our fights.
your monkey. your --. your --. my happy. my monkey. my sha sha. my bk.
but hey.
sleepover. more freedom (compared to sec1). shopping trips. breakfast and lunch dates. our VERY few exercising dates! and all our 812903819208309128 secrets.
the year where we both changed a lot
both outwardly and well.. inwardly..?

may 2006.

june 2006.

october 2006.

and the very recent december 2006.

and and and, we finally wore our ------s together, and heh! we don't look that bad la huh! HAHAHAA. infact i reckon we look pretty good! (x and we're not even 16 yet! okay, MAINTAIN and improve!! (x hahaha i'd post a picture of us in IT here, but nah, IT'D BE RATED. COS MY BESTIE'S TOO HOT ALRD. HAHAHAHAHHA.

xD

and LAST BUT NOT LEAST,
OUR CHRISTMAS SHOPPING PICTURES! (X
we didn't get to camwhore at.. THAT PLACE. with.. THAT THING! ribbit ribbit. lakjslkdjaljsd! ):
o-h wells.

hahas! that's about it i guess.
we haven't taken any photos this year!
this saturday, eh? (;
but i'll be extremely unglam.
cos i've got campfire cleanup before our date.
):
BUT OH WELLS (;
focus is on the pretty pretty you! :D

oh yes. and i guess the past 2 months have been a hell of a rollercoaster ride eh! one moment we're super duper close and the next moment we're fighting and all. one moment we're all gay and.. gay.. and.. very very very gay. and the next? haha. broken and insane. but i guess it's through crazy times like these that our friendship grows stronger, yeah..? (:

so yes, in conclusion, 4 words (:

I

L
O
V
E

Y
O
U

B
A
B
E

<3!

much love,
EUNICEGOHYIEN<3
your very unglam asstee.

2007-01-02T14:39:00.000+08:00

dang.
i should've continued chinese tuition during the hols.
cos now my chinese is really really really.. lost.
i've forgotten like almost everything already la!
man, i'm such a gonner.

kaljsdlksajk ):

2007-01-01T16:51:00.000+08:00

i was trying to pack my room, so i could do some work on my table which is currently covered with lots of stuff.

and then i chanced upon some really old candles

so i burned them all :D

cept for the one form erika, i'll burn that one some other day :D

so yes, i was so amused by my candles, i just sat in front of them and played with them. and poof! the afternoon was gone. haha! i still havent packed my room, and i still havent finished my homework! hohoho.

i've got the ahchoos ):

the candle from jingyi
she carved my name on it :D
it couldn't stand, so.. haha :D
the candle from michelle cheow, pretty long ago.
drip! hahaha.
drip somemore! ahaha.
the candle from carolyn, pretty long ago.
burn baby burn!
the candle from sam leong for vdae, VERY VERY long ago!

2007-01-01T11:59:00.000+08:00

2006's resolutions.
01. STAY SINGLE.- er.. pass la pass la.
02. be 43kg by the end of the year - FAIL):
03. go running once a week - FAILED TERRIBLY ):
04. do at least 40 situps every other day - FAILED TERRIBLY ):
05. quit saying d, fk, mf, b, h, etc. - FAILED TERRIBLY )):
06. learn to say "no!", even if it makes me seem like a bitch female dog. - still learning!
07. study hard & smart for streaming - er.. okok la.
08. do well in school - er.. pass la pass la.
09. go for another mission trip at the end of the year to thailand/bintan - I WENT SUKOP LA HAHA IT WAS <3!
10. never lose trust & faith in Him - mm..
11. try to be a joy, blessing, encourager & confidant to others, instead of a pain in the ass. - HAHA HALF PASS HALF FAIL.
12. use proper english. - FAIL!

2007's resolutions.
01. STAY SINGLE, officially and non-officially.
02. quit procrastinating, be more disciplined and strongwilled!
03. have the fruit of the spirit!
04. study very hard & smart throughout the year
05. talk to God more
06. learn to forgive and forget
07. improve my english!
08. think "wwjd" more often

and here's what the fruit of the spirit covers
1. love - love my friends more. love my enemies. be a friend to those in need.
2. joy - don't always get so emo over small issues. have more control over my emotions.
3. peace - trust God.
4. patience - with myself and others
5. kindness - to my body, which means regular meals, no bingeing, exercise regularly, and get sufficient sleep
6. goodness - don't badtalk people. don't lie.
7. faith - stay strong in my faith in God
8. gentleness - don't be so chorlorh!
9. self control - no bingeing. no badtalking. work before play.

2007's here!
i hope it'll be a much better year than 06.
i'm sec3! oh man, frickin old!
must study hard alrd, cannot play play
cannot screw up studies this year
if not, next year i'll suffer.
and then i'll suffer for the rest of my life! :0
sec3, that means i'm like.. senior?
cannot behave like a little girl anymore la.
must be more.. matured. hahahaha.
more expectations!

oh wells we'll see how this goes.

the first song i listened to this year is I Need You by! cos i guess. this year's gna be harder than last year in many many ways. and yeah i really won't be able to make it through on my own. and neither will you! we all need God. whether we admit it or not. we need God.

I Need You
Sonicflood

You know who I am inside
You know when I lie
You can tell when I'm amazed
You can see my faith
You know when I don't believe
You know when I'm free
You can tell when I need love
You know I'm in need

Love, I need love
You are love
I need You
Love, You are love
I need love
I need You

You know of my deepest fear
You know when I'm scared
You can read my empty page
You can feel my rage
You're aware of when I dream
You see when I bleed
You can tell when I need love
You know I'm in need

I know we need You, Father
Much more than any other
Your love brings us together
We need You, we need You

Love, we need love
You are love
We need You
Love, You are love
We need love
We need You I need You.

You know who I am inside...

2007-01-01T00:54:00.000+08:00

happy new year

may 2007 be..
hmm...................................
a blessed year.

(:

2006-12-31T17:28:00.000+08:00

OH YES, AND I MUST SAY

CHAR'S COOKIES ARE THE BEST EVER

OMG LA

PWN FAMOUS AMOS
it's like sort of on par with jo-ann's cookies! perhaps better!

THATS LIKE ULTRA ULTRA NICE LA!

SUPER DUPER YUMMEH!

THANKS CHAR, I LOVE YOU! <3 :D

and and, i thought of a name! CHAR DARL! <3! hahaha if you say it really quickly, it sounds like SHUDDER. hahhahaha! (x

2006-12-31T16:38:00.000+08:00

hello ping pong balls!

haha.

today was okay, woke up super duper early! but actually i woke up later than i was supposed to :/ oh man, when school reopens i'm dead meat. so anyways. web led worship at the main service for all 3 services! heh. it was pretty alright i guess. yup.

oh ya and i saw huimin and wenquan again! hahaha haven't seen them in like 1923812908309128321! super long la!

aparently uncle lim was at service too, but i didnt see him again! kalsjdalksjd. so scary, it's like he sees me and i don't see him and he never ever answers his phone! weirdness, hahhahaha. he just sends one msg with like super few words and then the nice nice eunice replies, and then he doesnt ever reply anymore after that. hahahaha!

oh man i like P.I.C.'s christmas present! frickin funny la. thanks man! :D hahaha. it's like in my room soakin in water! hee :D

ohhh highed around super a lot with char darling! woo i love char :D oh and thanks charmaine's mummy for the ride all the way home! :D thank you very very much! :D

i think my darling looks HOT here. don't you! oh man i love my darling <3!
i guess that's all there is to today. i'm going to upload photos and then read my chinese! :D oh yes oh yes.

SEND ME PHOTOS AR, CHAR & DINGY! :D oh yes and shh about my dirty little secrets okay! (x

oh and guess what?
you COWard
i think you're disgusting
and so is your LIZARD friend
so yes.
so long, farewell.

and.
retsel.
i did warn you.
don't say i didn't warn you.
and see?
i told you so.
oh clever clever me :D

and you know
to that ONE particular PERSON
although i dont fancy you
i hate being lied to
very very very much
it just totally turns me off
even though the lie may sound nicer than the truth
how sincere can a lie be?
to be a man,
you've got to have balls.
it's not like i want you to confess
but if you want to aviod that
i suggest you just keep quiet
and stop hinting,
and then deny deny deny.
i tell you first.
you want to act?
i can act too.
MY BESTFRIEND IS A DRAMAQUEEN, excuse me!
and please lor.
don't insult my intelligence (:

AIYA.
it's the last day of 2006.
and i'm going to spend new years eve and new years day AT HOME, doing nothing special.
again! akjsljdaks.
i don't feel like making resolutions for 2007.
ok maybe tomorrow or something. haha.

TARTTARTS! <3

[edit]

i love this song! i can't rmb who sent it to me, i hope you don't mind me posting the lyrics! :D

Slow Down
Natalie Imbruglia

You got it the wrong way 'round completely
The fact that I love you so
Doesn't make me a fool
One day you just might grow tired of chasing
The end of a rainbow
You're already there you know

So slow down
Tell me why you're running
And turn around
Let it out and keep it coming
Nothing I can do
If I can't get to you
Slow down

Remember the day you came to see me
Even that lonely long drive
Couldn't keep us apart
And you opened up to me completely
And you gave me piece of mind
The rest we can leave behind

So slow down
Tell me why you're running
And turn around
Let it out and keep it coming
Nothing I can do
If I can't get to you
Slow down

You don't have to hurt yourself
And feel so small
It's so confusing
And you're already there

So slow down
Tell me why you're running
And turn around
Let it out and keep it coming
Nothing I can do
If I can't get to you
Slow down

So slow down
Tell me why you're running
And turn around
Let it out and keep it coming
Nothing I can do
If I can't get to you
Slow down

Slow down

2006-12-30T23:15:00.000+08:00

recap! hahas.

friday.
woke up late, i think. went down to school for night games trial. it was pretty fun! :D had lunch at kap, read my chinese book, then headed to sarah tan's house for my parents' cg's gathering thingy. it was hrms okay haha. i didn't know diana was aunty icantrmbhernamehehe's daughter! oh man shock shock. got to know diana better :D haha. had a tickle fight with my darling char on the bed! oh my goodness she's so strong la. it was so intense (x woo i love you char! (x ohoh and i think the kids are super cute! hannah, erin (i think), and dom.. er.. ok i dont know how to spell his name (x diana's brother la! hahahah. super duper cute la! and shuai. and.. cute la! hahahahha (x

today.
woke up late, AGAIN! aklsjdlksaj. went to church. FINALLY SAW NICOLE DING! KLASJDLKASJDLKJAL! WOOOOOOOOOOOO! ;D omg thanks woman for the bag of presents omg so many things can! woo! AND YOU DIDNT PUT ON WEIGHT LAAAAA. camwhore tmr alright! had worship practise for tmr's thanksgiving service, it was ok la haha. hmm. then dinnered at greenridge and then came home!

oh, and thanks jolene my dear fellow usher for the 2 pieces of paper! hahaha, i'm so touched. thank you girl! :D

whee tmr's going to be a long long day. i am going to finish up my chinese book (7 more pages! :D) and then wash up and go to sleep :D

i might get to see the NGs tomorrow! :D:D:D:D:D hee :D

nicole ding send me today's (and tomorrow's) pictures on sunday night or smth okay! :DDD

friday's pictures! :D
credits to my darling char!
muahmuah i love you char! <3

the fatherhood!
my daddy, sarah's daddy, erin's daddy, carolyn's daddy :D the motherhood? haha!
aunty judy, diana's mum, aunty peggy, char's mum, my mother, erin's mum
the sisterhood! carolyn, sarah, gena, char darling, weirdo, diana :D
we pulled erin in :D
i LOVE this photo, the kids are so cute! hannah dom erin :D
UNGLAMMMM! HAHAHHAA.

and to my dearest mabel (:
cheer up bestie!
sorry i wasnt really there for you ytd and today ):
i admit i cant exactly help very much at all
cos i think we both very well know
i screw up such situations very, very badly
but hey
even if things do get really bad,
or if things get worse
trust in God
He'll pull you through!
and although i'm kind of useless in such situations
i'm here for you alright!
i'll be your shoulder to cry on, if you need to
nehmine i got a lot of t-shirts you can drench them all (:
and i give lotsa free hugs!
i love you very much honey
cheer up okay!
xoxo <3
tight tight hug on tuesday morning!

2006-12-28T22:34:00.000+08:00

hello small world!

today was okay i guess.

woke up rather early in the morning. went to west coast. met the ngs at macs. no, not titus keith and whatshisname. the ngs as in aunty ruby uncle hwee kiat petrus nic and sam. oh and by the way, with the exception of aunty ruby, it's been 6 years since i last saw the ngs. long long ago when we were neighbours we were really close and my brother and i would go down to their house everday and play some empire game, i cant rmb what it's called, [EDIT] i rmb what it's called! it's called AOE, Age Of Empires! good stuff :D [/edit] and just bum around hahaha. and then aunty ruby and the boys migrated to nz ): so sad right! sakdljaskd.

and oh my goodness uncle hwee kiat looks quite the same! petrus has grown AAAAAAAAALOT! he looks super duper different can. but the face features are still there. heh. nic and sam look EXACTLY THE SAME! oh my goodness la. TOTALLY THE SAME! the only difference is their mixed up accent, which is kinda cute anyways so nevermind :D:D:D:D:D and and and aunty ruby kinda looks the same, except that she's lost quite a bit of weight! wow haha wonder woman! :D and nic and sam are like how talkative la pls! oh my goodness hahaha they seriously haven't change. petrus was kindaaa quiet though. but his smile's the same! :D and he's just as cheeky as ever. hahaha. just.. quieter i guess. hahahaa. sam is the same! as cute and as persistent as ever. and he's like totally in his own world. his laughter ah! is so so so cute. even if what he's laughing at isn't the least bit funny. the way he laughs ah! wah, cute seh. hahahaha. he kept on asking me about animals and stuff. i must say he's gotten very very clever! he knew aaaaaaalot! hahaha blew me away man! half the time i had no idea what he was talking about. and nic! HE SAID I LOOKED OLD CAN. he said my brother was lao ah gong and i was lao ahma! oh my goodness. ahahahha. but he's just as sweet and funny as ever, hahaha that boy! oh! he's rather talkative too! like during all those moments of awkward silence, he'll suddenly pop some random question. hahahaha. oh and he can climb like super duper fast la! oh my goodness. hahahah. i'm supposed to be the monkey and he's supposed to be the rooster! not the other way round! al;ajshdajhsdkjah. OH WELLS.

well anyways, nothing much was planned, lol. so.. it was kindaaaa boring. didn't exactly do much, lol. but oh wells it was preeeeeeeeeetty okay considering we havent talked/met since like forever i guess. so yeah. came home, had lunch, er.. bummed around, finally finished christmas presents, i think. okay actually not really, but aiya for now i cant be bothered about the rest. so.. too bad! oh yes, and i never did get down to reading my chinese book. sigh. i'd better read it by 1130 if not.. er.. no sleep for me tonight! yes and amen. okay.

randomness time!

wait, let me predict.
Dick tells Jane he likes her
but he doesn't want her
and then Dick flirts with Jane
he's super nice, always there for her
and she's super nice to him too
and eventually Dick manages to make Jane fall for him
and Dick is as happy as can be
perhaps gay.
oh but then next,
Dick tells Jane that he doesn't like her
and it was all a joke.
or perhaps a thing of the past
or perhaps Dick was just using Jane to forget his ex, Jean
Dick only liked Jane because her name had the letters J E A and N in it.
and so. Jane is hearbroken.
poor Jane ):
DIE DICK, DIE!

man, i'm good at coming up with random stories. HAHA.

moral of the story: GUYS = ? >:D

you decide.

but.. hahas. shit.

i hate guys! >:(

2006-12-28T13:30:00.000+08:00

HI EUNICE'S WORLD & all those reading this.its Nicole again,blogging for the sexy woman cause she asked me to!xD

anyhow,its raining now and thats so sadddd :( haha no one's online besides you & me.lol.
oh hohoho i also rmb how we met during GDOP,HAHAHA.at the stands there i gave you one sweet,then you smiled damn funnily at me and asked me for another one.HAHAH.woman,I REMEMBER! ;D ;D ;D and and and i thought you were like 18 yrs old or smthg and i didnt find out ur real age till church camp!tsk tsk.HAHAHA. (:
and then soon after we met again & you told me tt you knew mel png too hahahahhah and i think thats how our friendship began right?smthg like that! ;D and your mummy taught me SS during church camp!LOL (:

oh you know ah you know one thing thats damn funny is that you & mab are like damn good frens/bestfrens n mel png & i are good frens and you & me are from the same church n mel & mab are from the same church! ;D HAHAH that is damn amusing.to me lah.haha.(: oh and we have a common interest,that is,SPONGEBOB.spongey & boby are THE LOVES. ;D hahahaha.
and we hate the same things n same wateverrrr hahah.you hate _ and so i hate _ too and i hate _ n you hate _ too.heh.see see,thinkalikers.lol. ;D

OH,MORE SLEEPOVERS AGAIN OKAY! this time at ur hse!LOL.my hse also can la hahaha (:
and more fun under the covers babe, ;D snapsnap flash flash whispers n laughs.HAHA. xD oh and the next time we have a sleepover and erika is with us,we must rmb not to laugh so damn loudly at 3am in the night cause she wants to sleep!hahaha.camwhore this saturday okay woman? i take many many pics OF YOU.not WITH YOU.ur pretty face cannot take pics with my ugly face,so ya,i take pics of YOU ONLY.HAHA ;D lets anyhow add ppl on msn again,that was funnnn funnn funn! ;D valentine's day next yr,i shall date you out.(: heh heh heh.

change your blogskin to spongebob squarepants!just like mine!lol ;D
kay woman,is this long enough anot? ITS DAMN LONG,now you say you love me la okay? (:
HAHA I LOVE YOU TOO.2 more days till i can squash you flat.hahaha.

I LOVE YOU,MY SEXY WOMAN <3

XOXOXOXOXOXO & LOTSA LOVE BALLS ;P ,NICOLE DING.

2006-12-28T13:26:00.000+08:00

some recent random photos to add some colour and life and cheer to this place! :D

at peter's belated surprise birthday party!

happy birthday gong gong i think you're so cool <3
grace! hahaha.
maisie mouse! :D
hee :D
bestie! i miss you! have fun at camp! <3
READ MY SHIRT ;D AND. I HATE GUYS. I LOVE CHAR <3!
char's so sexayeeee :D HAHAHAA. :D
FAITI FAITI DONTATE TO THE MAKE-EUNICE-A-HAPPY-GIRL FUND TODAY! it's all for a very good course :D
(and so i dont have to get money from my parents, especially my mother, ugh.) :D
*grins* :D

2006-12-27T13:55:00.000+08:00

NICOLE DING'S BACK! AND I'M GNA SEE HER ON SATURDAY! ;D AND I'M GOING TO SCREAM AND JUMP AROUND AND GO CRAZEHHHH. AND HUG HER UNTIL HER BONES BREAK AND SHE SUFFOCATES! HEH. AND THEN WE'RE GNA CAMWHORE LIKE CRAZEHHH (: OH YES I LOVE NICOLE DING. ;D

and aparently glenn's back too! i don't know much though, but i think he saw me at holland v? lol! anyways welcome back uncle lim! hahahaha :D

okay let's recap.

ayeee.. monday. christmas day. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESUS! (: hmm, monday was kinda.. horrible. i shan't go into details. basically spent most of the day at home, then when my dad came back from work, we went out and shopped for my brother's stuff and we had dinner at fish&co. and then they shopped around more and then we came home.

tuesday! oh haha thats yesterday. hrms. woke up super early thanks to my wonderful 5 alarms on my phone and my (useless) alarm clock (which has not rang for the past few days). mabel called to give me a morning call. after which i somehow felt sleepy again and so i drifted back to nightmare land. so i was late for our breakfast date, SO SORRY MABEL! and i left the house in such a hurry, looked rather bad. the bus was freezing cold! shiver shiver hahaha. we had yakun toast, and i think we talked rather loudly, so i think everyone there knows a lot about us and our erm friends and so-called friends and their issues hahaha. ANYWAYS. walked around after that. checked out soaps and scents! then er.. met yuxuan outside bk? then i went to find my daddy. i went to the wrong back! -.- they're like sooo many banks at holland v. like maybank and ocbc (i think) and posb and hsbc and whatnot la! haha. so then we bussed home. then er. used the comp. then my brother's guys started coming. so i eventually went to my room to do stuff, hahas. it was rather productive! so, yay me! :D more and more guys came and then soon poof! all of them went down to the function room and the pool room. haha ok i can't rmb what happened after that.

i just realised my blog's rather lame. hahaha.

i'm going to finish up presents. i don't think i'm gna do cards la. no time, and if i rush through it, it won't be sincere. so.. forget it. FOR NOW. hahas.

after blogging, i shall go lock myself in my room and sit on my bed and hug boby and read the freaggin chinese book which i gave up reading the last time i tried to because i was reading and reading and then i sadly came to a point where i had no idea what it was talking about and thus the book was no longer able to interest me any further and thus it was left to collect dust and take up space SOMEWHERE in my room which i will soon discover. HAHA. that was a long sentence.

2006-12-26T13:08:00.000+08:00

HELLO YA'LL HAHAHA THIS IS NICOLE DING ;D
who agrees that Eunice Goh Yi En is pretty please breathe.okay that means the whole world agrees (: HEH SEE EUNICE?i told you so.

;D oh,happy christmas darling! :) heh heck those bastards okay theyre worthless sooo yeah man ;) be happy,womannn! <3
i loveeeeee you and i can finally see you on saturday!its been a month since i last met you!and i miss you lahhhs!i miss boby too.hahaha.spongey misses boby as well!CAMWHOREEE.hahaha.soon soon. :)
LOVELOVELOVE.xoxo,nicole & spongey ;D

2006-12-24T20:49:00.000+08:00

i think dingy's coming back tmr! woo, i really really really miss that woman like crazy luh. oh i've been sleeping with boby every night (: woo i love boby! and aparently, dingy got me a boby junior! woo, very exciting :D anyways, come home soon honey! i really miss you like crazy lahhh. loveyouuu! <3 muahmuah!

merry christmas eve (:

today was erm. haha. let's skip the exact details and just say i haven't been getting along with my mother very well recently. went to church, went for 2nd svc with grace carolyn michelle and lisa. the drama was really good! funny yet serious. i should've gotten _ to come to church today, and on friday. asjlkdjas. anyways. after that, had lunch with the fotsie ladies *wink wink* at greenridge. ice kachangchingchang :D hrms. bummed at church after that, it was kinda boring. went home after that. nothing exciting happened, so i slept on the couch. went to my grandparents house, had dinner, and sort of celebrated my grandfather's birthday. actually not really la. it's just the usual. my mother walks out with a cake, we all sing the song, and then the birthday person blows the candles. thats about it. pretty boring eh :/ haha. but aiya whatever. happy early birthday gonggong (:

i cant go for the countdown tonight ): cos my parents dont allow. reason being? it's a better idea to stay at home and do nothing! what in the world man. but fine, my parents are square and they are programmed to sleep early. so fine. nehmine.

guess what my mother suggested doing tomorrow! stay home. wrap school books. do homework. pack room (UGHHHHH, even if i wanted to, i'm not too sure i will? cos i dont want you to think that i'm doing it for you, and just because you told me to). oh, and reason being? i've been spending the past few weeks on holiday mode(tsk tsk! what a naughty girl! :0), so, it's high time to get back to the school mode, and start preparing for school, starting tomorrow. i mean, wth?!?!? who in the world. does such things. on christmas! ugh. then i went to ask my mum "are we REALLY going to STAY HOME and do NOTHING tomorrow?" and she went "YA" in that kind of "whats wrong with that?" way.

oh my goodness la.

what. in. the world.

i told you christmas was gna suck.

and what sucks the most.
is that.
i wasn't proved wrong.
i was right.

ugh, whatever la.

yesterday. didn't meet mab like we planned to, but oh wells, it's okay (: spent most of the day bumming at home. it was damn sian. did some heymath homework. i dont really get fractional indices, if thats what they're called. went down to clementi central to get essentials and er supports. i got green ones :D okay whatever. erm, that's about it for yesterday. lol.

the day before yesterday, friday. er.. wait i blogged abt that already. well anyways i helped mab with her hair. it wasnt as nice as the first time! ): bah sorry! aklsdjals. i bet it like came off before she even got there or smth :/ oh wells. rushed down to church after that cos all of a sudden we were on for ushering. and. man, the ushers ARE CRAZY! (mainly char kristy ale and er.. ok i cant rmb who) oh my goodness la. lol. service was good (: yups.

okay thats all, byebye.